Suicide hurts everyone... the pain and torment that you are trying to escape, well you heap it on those that love you. While you are dead forever, your friends and family are left in your nightmarish aftermath, feeling immense guilt "for not seeing the signs" and wondering how death could ever seem more appealing to you than living life with them. You will take away their hopes and dreams, self-esteem, and ideals. You will rob them of loving you one more day. Not only will you leave behind your depression to manifest in them, you will leave this world a darker and colder place for them.
My name is Kellie, last year on June 4, 2005, I was forced into the biggest trial of my life. My outlook on life and my sanity came crashing down around me when I discovered my fiance had hung himself in our bathroom. As I cut through his noose, and lowered his body to the ground, I realized the screaming was coming from me. My life hasn't been the same since. Don't do this to your loved ones, theres hope for your future, and theirs.
Rest now and be free Michael, til we meet again..... Kellie
