More about being hostile — Thursday, February 01, 2007
Ok, so I haven't been writing much latly. There's all sorts of drama been going on. I broke up with my gf. Meanwhile, Claudia, at the department of workforce services in Ogden, thinks I am abusing my gf. ( now ex-gf. ) That's insane, but still upsetting. The day I was accused of being hostile, claudia told my gf that she didn't have a problem telling me about what was going on. Well, I did call her boss later the same day, and told her what happend, and that she shouldn't talk to, or treat people the way she did that day and the few days before that.
Well, so now claudia said that she thinks I am abusing her. Or that's what claudia says. Claudia's other job is working with battered women. So she is probably cynical and basicly sexist and all men are scum to ther because that's what she mostly works with. Basicly, she is pissed off cuz I called her boss. And as I told her boss, I would have much rather talked to claudia instead, but she made it rather clear she wouldn't talk to me at all. " MY APPOINTMENT'S WITH AMMANDA ! NOT WITH YOU! " That statemeant made it pretty clear that she wouldn't talk to me.
I think she is getting hostile, confused with confrontational. I was there to hold her accountable for their fuck-ups basicly. And anytime you argue with, or even imply somebody isn't perfect and they need to rectify their mistake, they take it as being hostile, or having a " bad attitude ". How dare you imply that I'm not perfect??????????? That's why she has such a problem with me. And since she works with battered women, she probably knows all the ways to give guys hell that she thinks is, or says she thinks are abusive. I think it has turned into a personal vendetta problem now. Later, I hope I can sue her ass for slander, and harrassmeant. However there may be some kind of " whistle blowers protection act " associated with it. It being there so people aren't afraid to report things they feel necesary. That would make some sense to me. However in this case, It's totally fucked up. If people look at he whole string of events, I think that it won't be hard to see what's happening. Although, whether true or not, Claudia can use the whole being paranoid due to working with battered women as an excuse or justification.
Other than that, I just been going to school and stuff. Stuff being dealing with drama, but I think that part is over now. Atleast the home drama. The me being abusive thing has just begun I'm sure. I'm sure I won't end up in any real trouble in the end, but it's still a huge hassle, and very unsettling. It's almost like she wants to piss me off to the point that I actally get hostile. Anyway, I got a 75% on the math test. I did some stupid stuff. I used a 9 instead of a 90 on one of the story problems. I just didn't see it right, or didn't pay enough attention. I got some points from it, but less than half. I did good, there was just stupid mistakes. It just would have been better if it was higher.
I took my criminal law test today. I should have studied the first chapters more. I think I did well though, just not really good. But whatever, hopefully the teacher is nice and it gets adjusted. ( I highly doubt that though ) Not that I think he's really a mean guy, or anything, he just doesn't seem to be someone that would beleive in that sort of thing. You get what you get, and if you don't like it, study more nextime. I did the reading, it's just that obviosly I read the first part awhile ago. I went over it fairly recently before the test, but there were little deffinitions and stuff that I didn't remember ever seeing. The other bad part, or maybe good part, he didn't do the sheep thing on the test. The grahmer was kinda confusing and stuff the way a lot of it was written sucked. It was 75 questions, and most of them were ok. There were enough to be bothered by though. But whatever, that's life. I have more important issues to worry about right now. ( incase you skipped by the first part of this )
