well I figured I'd write my first blog since I've never written one here before...and I dont wanna write one on myspace lol
Not that anyones going to read this anyway lol but hows everyone doing?
About two months ago a friend I've known for 4 years decided to choose her boyfriend she knew for 2 weeks over me. She told me I needed to grow up and I wasnt happy for her...then goes on to say I dragged her down every moment we were together. And I had no my friends my age b/c I'm pathetic.
Ok I dont have friends my age because I'm that damn mature, I win end of story lol shes a two faced bitch expecting me to say sorry. I have nothing to be sorry for.
I sometimes wish I didnt think so much...I get in one of my moods and I just wanna go jump into the ocean or run so far away nobody knows where I'm at. When my best friend died 6 years ago its never been the same. I still like to think I'm a good kind person despite that other half.
I still have no net at home, no one will give us service cause we live out in east buttfuck. I'm not using dialup, I refuse. We will find a way damnit, so I can talk to certain people more often!
School is starting to seem impossible. Between having to work and pay off my car and insurance Im taking one class at a time, and with that damn waiting list it doesnt ever seen like I'll get to where I wanna go. I cant get through chemistry thats whats killing me.
So I'll stop my babbiling, noones probably reading this anyway.