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created on 09/23/2006  |  http://fubar.com/stuff/b5706

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Ok all each and every one of you were great when my mom was sick and now I am asking for prayers again. My family is having a tough time this year, and not only is the mortgage hard to meet but paying the electric and gas are a real challenge as well. On top of the financial, last June I found out my 7 year old has a form of autisim, and that has been a huge adjustment for the whole family. I don't want things for me, but would all of you please keep your hearts open for my kids, so that they will have a great holiday even though my is so broke she cant buy a gift at all. Thank you friends, I love you all. tink

Life sucks

Life sucks,, and you go on.... why? Somdays I think it just isnt worth the pain, energy or effort. I don't want much from life, why does it suck somuch out of me? Why is it that love is one of the greatest things that we strive for in life yet tends to be the most painful? hmmm.. life wins!

married men

This was a piece of advice recently sent to me by a dear friend that made me really think and really take a good look at what is going on in my life. I want to tell him thank you in so many ways, but to make sure he knows I listened and I am thinking hard I posted iT here as a reminder of what I have in my friends and that they are true treasures to me. Pammy, I don't mean this in a bad way, but I guess it might just be me, but no married man will ever be able to make you happy. When I said I wished you could come here to Moline and have lunch with me and what ever else happened, there is no way that I could have ever made you happy or gave you what you need. From our messages, I can just tell that you have alot to offer a man. But I really feel that you need someone who doesn't have other things in his life. I hope that you will still be my friend on myspace if I tell you this, but I not only from personal experience, but from the Psychology classes that I took in college, and from speeches given by experts, and I hope that you have heard these, but a womans body and brain, is programed on color and emotion, so flowers, and promises are what supposedly a woman loves and a man is just a spur of the moment and nothing but a, how should I put this, what ever I can do to feel her wet pussy on my cock, thing. So I guess, what I am trying to say is that married men, can really fuck up a womans self esteem by promising things, just to get what they want. I know that not all married men would do this, but the percentage is only 2% that would actually in a committed relationship last in a longterm. So Pammy I guess that what I am trying to say is, make your self happy with your descisions, and don't believe any mans words to make you happy unless it would be 5 years down the road and he proved his point on what he ment about his promises. I will close this, but not only have I seen these things I said, but I seen my mom and other family members that are females go through things with men. And although we have never met, you are one of the people here on THE INTERNET that I really feel like I can spill my guts to, and I feel like you are one of my honest friends on here, and I know that if I was face to face with you, you are a person that I feel so strongly about that, I care what happens to you, I think because you are so open and honest. Pammy, I will close for now and I hope that I was only giving you advise and not sounding like a jerk. I hope I will talk to ya later. With all of my heart, and thinking about you, Carl. Please message me back.

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Tagged.....

Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I was once a youth minister. 2. I only wear thongs. 3. Recently pierced my belly button and left nip. 4. I Sleep in the nude cause I hate restrictions from cloths, and a midnight snack is easier that way,, if you get my idea..lol 5. I love true crime stories, and TV shows. 6. I love fruit snacks..lol. Im gonna tag.... 1. Smoke20rda (Dean) 2. Midnight Enchantment 3. Mandrake 4. SirJim 5. Nomad Come on ya'll keep it goin will be fun!

excited...

Ok I know I said I would be gone for a few days,, but I am sooo excited. I am going to my first subbie only munch on Saturday and I am sooooo excited I am gonna pee on the rug like a puppy. I am off and running now! Thanks to all who have supported me, offered advice and just been my friend. Kisses ~SSS~

The wind

The boy walked into the silent place, and there he saw her beautiful face. He spoke to her with a tear in his eye I love you babe and good bye. As he slipped upon her finger a pearl, he whisperd to her, remember babe you will always be my girl. Then as the door opened and the wind started to blow....They carried her casket out into the snow.

May be gone for a few days

My heart is broken,,, My Soul is lost,,,, He chose another,,, The end has come and the reaper has spoken. I may take a few days off to shake the devistation of my Master and I spliting up... but give me a few days, adn I will be back in better than true form. Leave comments, leave me mail.. leave me lots love. I love you all fro helping me through suck a rough time. Specialy a certain few who really just listened, and tried to distract me.. and agreed he wouldn't know a good thing if it smacked him in the head..lol So if you wanna play match make for me let me know...lol Just kidden,, I will be back in a day or so.. I love you all... ~SSS~

Love

WOW, the loss of a deep seeded love can really be harder to deal with than I remember. So to all of my LC friends, can I have a hug and maybe a kind word? I met my Dom on line, fell totaly in love with him and after almost 5 months realized that I ended up wanting more than he did from our relationship. I told him how I felt and in a totaly adult manner we agreed to part as friends. I know it is my own stupid thinking that got me here, what would make me think I could involed with a married Dom and not fall for him and end up the one getting hurt? They never leave their wives,,, I knew that lol. I know it was the right thing for him to stay with his family and for me to walk away, but that didn't make it any easier. The good thing however is that I did learn a lesson, and I wont make the same mistake again ever. So do not feel sorry for me,, just offer me a friendly hug and a soft shoulder, hold my hand and remind me that no one is perfect and the fact that I did the right thing made the wrong thing less bad... Have s great weekend all. ~SSS~
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