Blakkie Xx Chaotic Vamperv xX's blog: "stuff"

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
but I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you (yeahhH), or kiss your lips again? (UwoOo)
So, I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day (x2)

I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

Merry Christmas, My Friend

Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone,
In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone.

I had come down the chimney, with presents to give
and to see just who in this home did live

As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see,
no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree.
No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand.
On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land.

With medals and badges, awards of all kind,
a sobering thought soon came to my mind.
For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen.
This was the home of a U.S. Marine.

I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more,
so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door.
And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone,
Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home.

He seemed so gentle, his face so serene,
Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine.
Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read?
Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed?

His head was clean-shaven, his weathered face tan.
I soon understood, this was more than a man.
For I realized the families that I saw that night,
owed their lives to these men, who were willing to fight.

Soon around the Nation, the children would play,
And grown-ups would celebrate on a bright Christmas day.
They all enjoyed freedom, each month and all year,
because of Marines like this one lying here.

I couldn’t help wonder how many lay alone,
on a cold Christmas Eve, in a land far from home.
Just the very thought brought a tear to my eye.
I dropped to my knees and I started to cry.

He must have awoken, for I heard a rough voice,
"Santa, don't cry, this life is my choice
I fight for freedom, I don't ask for more.
My life is my God, my country, my Corps."

With that he rolled over, drifted off into sleep,
I couldn't control it, I continued to weep.

I watched him for hours, so silent and still.
I noticed he shivered from the cold night's chill.
So I took off my jacket, the one made of red,
and covered this Marine from his toes to his head.

Then I put on his T-shirt of scarlet and gold,
with an eagle, globe and anchor emblazoned so bold.
And although it barely fit me, I began to swell with pride,
and for one shining moment, I was Marine Corps deep inside.

I didn't want to leave him so quiet in the night,
this guardian of honor so willing to fight.
But half asleep he rolled over, and in a voice clean and pure,
said "Carry on, Santa, it's Christmas Day, all secure."

One look at my watch and I knew he was right,
Merry Christmas my friend, Semper Fi and goodnight.

ok first of all i am not adding anymore nsfw pix of me so plz quit asking to see more,if i wanted you to see more i would add them dont ya think ?

second what is so important about yim ? i mean seriously im always getting asked "you have yim?" and when i give em my sn this is the typical convo

them: hi

me: hi there

them: whats up?

me: nt much, u ?

them: im horny

me: ok

them: have anymore pictures?

me: no

then

this member has signed out

so what is the point of going to yim ? you could just tell me that shit in my shoutbox,lol.

ok third im thinking of having a fu owned contest, something like the first person to buy me for 10 million gets an auto 11 or cherry bomb and the first one to buy me for 20 million gets a happy hour BUT those are just thoughts running through my head. nothing set in stone yet.

thank you all for voting and commenting my mumms, they are just for fun and not taken seriously :)

 but anyways, much love to all my friends and my close friends i call my family (you know who you are)

     xoxoxo to all

I am accepting Donations for spotlite to honor all of our fubar members who have lost a friend and or a family member.I can only list a few fallen by name. unfortunantly I must say the higher Donantors will have thier fallen friends and or fallen family member listed. once I have enough to bid a get the spot I will contact the larger Donantors and get the info needed.I may be futher reached by pm with any suggestions to help me out with this undertaking! I was in Freedom,shield and storm. please any amount would be appreciated!If You can make this sticky I would GREATly appreciate it.
              Lt. Rick Aka: foreplay MD
                   1o1st Airborne Ft.Cammpell,Ky.

just felt like saying it, actually i want to know where is the mfkn love today ?

 guess i need auto 11s, cherry bombs, bling packs and a default picture showing my cleavage to get some love.

 all the people ive helped are nowhere to be found, well guess i need to quit doing that. just wanted to bitch for a bit, dont care if you read this or not

and one last thing THANK YOU to DIPPINDOTS, HEATHER and JUGGALETTE for the love today, YOU GIRLS ROCK !!!!

i just wanted to know if anyone read these or not. DRINK UP !! cheerzzzzzzzzzzzz