WET KITTY FANTASIA HEAD GREETER's blog: "stuff"

Ah, this feeling is all too familiar to my tattered body My emotions expelled in the form of droplets, Each tear holding the overabundance of resentment, The complexities of life, The confusion of the world, The pain of man, The scarring of my heart, Again, I look into the mirror, Consoling my new wound, Nothing too new about it, A slash, a puncture, a rip, a tear, I'm bleeding again, but with no cloth to clean the mess, No meds to reduce the pain, No distractions to think differently, And as I stare into this droplet of emotion, I can see the trail it leaves, Leaving the orifice of my eye, Down my arid cheek, Falling into depths of my prickly beard, Where it'll then lie, and dissipate. My dark eyes grow somber, With every waking moment, That I lie in my cold coffin, Sleeping so tightly, Wishing that soon, someday, My bed will be torrid with love, Where security is, More than just a dream, More than just an illusion, More than just a fantasy

God help me I feel so helpless I can't stop these tears I can't stop this tragedy from unfolding I need help My tears have flooded this river Am I drowning or is it the knot in my throat? I can taste the bitterness I can feel it Or is that the knife in my back? This beating is unrelenting This treachery is so poetic By my blood I am betrayed I am consumed This anger, this pain, this sadness How can I still believe that things will be fine? This rope is unraveling before me Can I share this burden? Will anyone help?

YOU CAME INTO OUR LIVES SPARKLE IN YOUR EYE LIKE A STAR IN THE SKY SMILE AS BIG AS THE MAN ON THE MOON HAPPY LITTLE ANGEL PRECIOUS AS A PORCELAIN DOLL CAREFUL NOT TO DROP YOU LOVING N CARING FOR YOU KEPT YOU FROM HARM THEN WITHOUT NOTICE YOU WERE GONE BEAUTIFUL ANGEL SO YOUNG FULL OF LIFE HEART OF GOLD WHY DID YOU LEAVE WHERE DID YOU GO OUR EYES FULL OF TEARS LIKE WATERFALLS HEARTS FEELING PAIN AS IF BEING STABBED OUT OF NO WHERE THE BREEZE CAME ACROSS OUR FACE WIPING THE TEARS AWAY MENDING OUR HEARTS CALMING OUR MINDS YOU WERE THERE ONCE AGAIN NOT IN BODY BUT IN SPIRIT WITH A GLOW ALL AROUND YOU YOU ARE NOW GODS ANGEL SITTING ON GRANDPA'S LAP OPPOSITE MY NEPHEW WILL THE 3RD MAKING SURE WE'RE OK THAT SPARKLE IN YOUR EYE ONCE AGAIN WARMING OUR HEARTS THE GREAT BIG SMILE EASING OUR MINDS LETTING US KNOW YOU'RE THERE WATCHING OVER US

in a dream i saw him once i heard him once i kissed him too a tender kiss.... in a dream i heard my name i saw his face i held his hand a feather touch... in a dream i felt loved i felt secure he held me close a perfect dream.... but in a dream i saw him leave i heard his goodbye he had left me there a lonesome soul.... & in a dream i was alone i was so close to death it seemed but it was just.... in a dream!

The pain is deep, No blood, No tears, Where it hurts is deep inside, Silent tears stream down my face, With each tear the pain only grows deeper, Down, down, down, They just keep falling down, My future is cloudy, My past so happy, At this fork in the road, I don't know what direction to take, Silent tears stream down my face, I squeeze my eyes shut tight, Hoping they will go away, But it only makes more spill out, I hope to fall asleep, Then morning comes, They're still there, Accompanied by the pain, Silent tears stream down my face, I reluctantly go on with life, But not a soul ever notices, For my tears are so silent.

Promise looked me in the eyes and lied to my face; Promise took me by the hand and led me to a missing place; Promise picked me up, then he let me down Promise talked and talked, but he never made a sound Promise shook my hand, then he turned and walked away Promise filled my heart will hope that turned into depressing pain Promise was my friend, but then he told me lies Now, with promise by my side, each day consist of disappointing sighs

I use to laugh everyday Everyday I laughed Till the day you went away Till the day you decided you just couldn't stay I wonder why it had to be I wonder why you had to leave I sit alone and wonder why I sit alone and start to cry I think about the day we met I wish you never left I think about the good and bad I think about all we had I wish there was something I could say Maybe then you would have stayed It's been two years since I lied It's been two years since you die

A water drop sadness and pain anger and joy mixed feelings Love and sorrow just a water drop with mixed feelings There may be one there may be ten it goes on and on Forever and for always it will never stop tears of joy tears of sorrow it will never STOP!!!

I was so blind Why did I not recognize all the sadness drowning in her eyes? I was too busy to take some time and ask her what was on her mind I was so blind Now I see her cries for help, all the cards she had dealt She was just waiting for them to run out Is that what life is all about? Just waiting for it all to end, or asking why did it ever begin? It's not supposed to be like that You can't just lie around like a door mat Let people step all over you and wish the wind would take you to wherever it blew I didn't see that's what she did She hid Why couldn't I find I was so blind She is gone now I just cry and ask how I let her slip away It gets harder everyday Now I sit in sorrow, Wishing there was no tomorrow I was so blind

When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end