Lightning's blog: "stuff that comes to me"

now you know most of the time i would just write my feelings out, but i just aint got anything to say this time. i found this song and i guess it says everything i want to say, i know im not the best person in the world but, i know i want to be a better person everyday, see ya later jess, i know you will like this song, its a good one. Artist: Saliva CD: Blood stained love story Song: Never Gonna Change just as sure as the sky is blue and ocean too i've never lied to you and i've never, ever done anything, that would render me untrue but for u i cant say the same you only have brought me pain theres no use in pointing fingers when im the one to blame and i know that its over and theres nothing left to say and we all pay the prices for the games that we play i dont know how to love you but i cant walk away what do i have to say what do i have to do for me to hear you say i just wanna be with you what do i have to change what do i have to prove you're never gonna change you're never gonna change it still blows me away somehow when you seem so proud at the damage that you've done im a puppet in your pageant im a game you played for fun still now, when i see you frown and you see me smile and you say im still the one you know, you are quite the actress but im just not that dumb what do i have to say what do i have to do for me to hear you say i just wanna be with you

The darkess inside grows again, Short lived peace and comfort, I do my best, but its still not enough, As the path norrows and the light dims, Im alone inside once more, A nameless face without feeling, Hunted by those from my past, Will they get me this time? I live in a world without love, Only hate consumes my body and soul, Slipping out in every word i say, And now the time has come to make my choice, Leave them all behide and go, Or stay and fight for the impossible, Only time will tell, for now, So many things on my mind, From hate to death, im plagued by it, This is not the life i chose, But its is the life i lead, The darkness tell me worse things are to come, The eternal finish of death, As the glow of life fades from my body, And slips into the eternity of fire or love, What awiats me on the other side, Fire or love, I think i already know.