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So I finally broke up with my boyfriend of almost 18 months. Since we lived together for almost a year I am really hurting inside. It's been 2 days since I asked him to leave - yes it happened on Thanksgiving. I really need to know that I did the right thing... I think I did but when you still feel love for a person it's hard to just break things off and not be upset. So I'm posting this blog out here... for all my fubar "friends" so you'll have an opportunity to respond and lend your support. After all that's what friends are for right? For anyone who reads this and wants to say something mean spirited or pornographic - please don't. This is serious to me and my heart is broken.
Well, that didn't go as planned. We had an "audience" during our investigation which included a board member of the museum and his "thrill seeking" friends who contaminated the evidence in on room with their constant talking.

We had to get creative, split up our already small group of true investigators (5) and take the board member's group to another area to "investigate."

Little did they know that while the were being occupied elsewhere we were able to gather some evidence in 2 key areas of the museum. But, by the time we got our entire team into the room where the activity had appeared, it seemed to have left.

So, we are left with a lot of personal experiences and not a lot to back it up.

In a rhetorical question and note to self... calculus - Why? I have never been a math god and I know very few who are so this calculus thing is really difficult. I spend at least 2 hours a day on math homework and I know I spent 4 hours on it Friday. I don't like math. Now I have to get a tutor, still more math and this is just the pre-calc class... but if I don't take it now, I won't have calc next semester and that will mess with entry to the grad program. I've never been fond of math. So... I shall continue to endure... and hope for the best. Did I mention I don't like math?

Ghostly Experience

Okay... so I posted a MuMM about this and people asked for more. I already wrote about the telephone cord For people who don't understand what I mean, before cordless or cell phones every phone had a curly cord that hooked the receiver to the base. The phone I am talking about was a wall unit and the receiver had a cord that had been stretched out over 10 feet or more so when the phone was on the base the cord actually hit the floor below (about 5 feet or more of cord).
What I saw was the cord lifted out as if someone was holding the very bottom away from the wall. There was a slight curve to the cord like the person was about 3 or 4 feet from the wall. The cord hung in the air perpendicular to the wall for about 5 seconds then dropped.
When it dropped it swung as if someone had just dropped it.
The person who was with me turned to me and said "Did you see that?"
Also people would report hearing footsteps on the floor above when no one was home (usual stuff I know) but here's the other cool thing.

The family had 6 month old twins and if you are a parent you know what it's like to have the kids cry in the middle of the night for a bottle...no one wants to get up. In this case the mom and dad both tried to ignore the babies and the crying did stop. In the morning there were bottles in the beds and neither one got up.
The theory is that it was the grandmother who passed away before the babies were born... it fits when you consider the other things in the house, friendly, just enough to get you to notice. There it is...

Saturday

So it's the weekend. I have homework to do and work to do but I think I'll procrastinate and go see the penguins at the zoo. I love lazy weekends when the air is cool and the breeze blows across me as I sleep. Second only to rainy mornings when the drops come in the window and wake you up.

Just a bit of life....

Lately it seems that things are a bit boring... school, work, life. I feel like being a rabble rouser and creating some excitement. Kick my heals and cause a little trouble... Hmmm... must be a lion ready to roar!!! Just bought a new grill today, planning a great party for Friday night... maybe that will shake things up a bit.

College

Soo Cool! I'm going to get my Doctorate in Psychology (Human Factors) at Wichita State University. Had my first class last week and go to another class tomorrow... Now what should my thesis be about? I have a bit of time to ponder thank goodness. Just getting to that first class reminded me how much I love school!

Don't know what to write

Okay... don't know what to write... too many nosy people who get pissed when I truly express my feelings... Like when I am with someone at a fantastic place having a pretty great time and they go and talk to people as if I wasn't there at all ... "I went here and I did this..." Not "we"... It's like two separate entities who happen to be sharing the same space for a short period of time then *poof*... nothing Wouldn't it be great if I could pretend to go through life without anyone else... I can pretend that all my accomplishments were done alone, all my trips - alone, everything is alone even though I am surrounded by people... But when I post my feelings like this... the "anonymous" people in my life give me grief for expressing myself.

Tuesday

What is the longest a cut rose will stay alive?

deadroses.jpg I am trying to make these last as long as possible but I have my doubts that they will make it a week.

Well... another day another dismal selection of television viewing. Working from home has it's perks and it's problems.
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