MiChA's blog: "~sTUFF aBOUT mE~"

NOTHING COMPARES 2 U (Sinead o'connor) (God I love this song!) It's been seven hours and fifteen days Since u took your love away I go out every night and sleep all day Since u took your love away Since u been gone I can do whatever I want I can see whomever I choose I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant But nothing I said nothing can take away these blues `Cause nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u It's been so lonely without u here Like a bird without a song Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling Tell me baby where did I go wrong I could put my arms around every boy I see But they'd only remind me of you I went to the doctor n'guess what he told me Guess what he told me He said girl u better have fun No matter what u do But he's a fool `Cause nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u All the flowers that u planted, mama In the back yard All died when u went away I know that living with u baby was sometimes hard But I'm willing to give it another try Nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u Nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u Nothing compares Nothing compares 2 u

someone send me a gift....if you love me....lol

Fuck it!...I give up! I do not care anymore!.....I'm tired....I'm tired of trying to be there for ungrateful people who call themselves friend's when all they do is complain and disrespect you in everyway when you constantly tell them to stop!! Not only do I lose a "friend" in the process....I get hurt, they tell me not to get too attached and I don't but it's going to hurt no matter what! I've tried so many time's with this person...I've forgiven him too many times and I can't take it anymore I have respect for myself so therefore I had to let him go so he would know that I was serious this time and I wasn't playing game's....he think's he could just call me name's anytime he want's and get away with it...maybe with the old me he could have but there's a new Michelle in town and I refuse to put up with people's bullshit! I've dealt with stupid people all my life (18 years) and I'm tired of being the good one who's just too nice and let's everyone walk all over me..NO! It's not right...I can't really call him a friend because when I told him that was it I wouldn't put up with him talking to me that way...he acted like a child and started calling me fat names and talking shit to me....unbelievable!!!! I guess that right there proves he wasn't my friend in the first place....and fuck no I'm not being too sensitive ...like everyone like's to put it...I'm standing up for myself....if I don't who the fuck will?!?! No one!! I'm not going to be so trusting anymore...I'm done having my heart and my kindness stomped on damnit! I think it was a good thing that it ended cuz once it end's once....it's just going in the same direction in the future....me and him didn't go....not even as friend's.....we just CLASHED! I guess your just going to meet people in your life that you can't even be friend's with, sad but true...it's not about liking the same damn thing's or anything like that...it's about being there for eachother and being able to talk to one another and respect one another...cuz if you don't have any respect for your friend then why are you friend's...better yet how could you call them a friend if they disrespect you?....all I know is I'm not going back...in the past I would have but I'm keeping my pride and moving on....like they say "AFTER IT'S ALL OVER.....LIFE STILL GOES ON"

You know what I let you know, I show only what I want to show. You see what I let you see. It can never be that you see the true me, because I keep it locked up for eternity. I keep it deep down buried in my soul. I'll never let my true feeling's free. I fall in love and try to show him, but then I go and get screwed over. I put you before I put myself, but you act as if my love for you was never felt. My heart get's abused, as I am being used. Alway's afraid to open up, because I alway's get hung up. Always looking for a friend, one that I can trust and depend on. Trying to forget my past, but I alway's seem to finish last. Constantly remembering what Mi Familia went through. Wondering if it will happen to me too. Can true love really work out? Or will there alway's be doubt? As the one who get's hurt cries out. My love never seemed to mount to anything at all, Big or small. I highly recommend that you don't go off the deep end. And pretend to amend, and say you are in love when you not, so remember what you can do, to someone. You can hurt that person until the day they die, all because you told a lie.