Well, it's been another one of those days where obviously I can't do a fucking thing right for anyone. I am sorry that I can't accept being cut down all of the time, or spoken down to or even talked about behind my back. I shouldn't have to put up with it and keep a smile on my face.
I shouldn't have to pretend that the words don't cut deep or that I don't have feelings and emotions too. I AM a human being and I DO have feelings.
I am not on this Earth to be anyone's emotional punching bag whenever they feel like it and I'm not here to be gossiped about or threatened because I don't do as someone wants me to do. I am not here to be pushed around and I refuse to take it anymore.
I will NOT be second best in someone's life nor will I pretend anymore that it's OK to put me on the back burner until I am needed or wanted again just because someone feels like doing so.
I don't want fake people in my life and I certainly don't want fake attention. I don't give a flying fuck if you want to do me because I don't want you! I don't do one night stands and I sure as Hell don't believe in bed buddies. There is more to me than just my big boobs. I have a mind and am a Hell of a lot more intelligent than people give me credit for.
I work hard to support myself and my children. I don't ride on anyone's coat tail. I never have and I never will. I don't use people to get what I want. If I show an interest, it's genuine.
It IS possible to have friend's of the opposite sex without sex being involved. I don't need a cock to feel fulfilled with my life. I am an independent woman and I don't need to be taken care of in order to survive.
