Well peeps im officially stressed out to the max. I blew my top today. I went in to see that surgeon(what a joke he was) and he told me that surgery wouldnt help the deformity in my neck after another doctor told me it would. So now im stuck living in pain and you know what.. IT FUCKING SUCKS ASS. I am stressed out to the max on legal matters and i swear to the gods if i ever get divorced again im joining a convent. Less trouble that way.. i wish id have listened to my mom years ago and never married the SOB that i first married. Now im stuck fighting the sick abusive basterd in court. ANd he always wins becasue he has money to pay for an attorney and I dont. Because he is 34 yrs old and still lives with his momma. HOW PATHETIC IS THAT?
Someone give me a gun so i can put myself out of my misery.
