I couldn't sleep, and I had this running through my head, so I got up to see if it'd let me sleep after I typed it out....
Head spinning, thoughts racing,
Body restless, hands moving.
Emotions surging, churning.
Soul feels lost, fights the urge
To jump up, stomp feet,
Cry loudly, throw things…
For what purpose….
To get what’s needed.
To end distance,
To restart what wasn’t begun,
To relight the spark
That was lost before it lived.
Eyes tear, deep blue pools
Full of longing, yearning,
Reaching out…. For what…
For the promises made.
The promises no longer shining
With hope of being kept.
What’s left…. Heartache, yes…
Pain… yes… despair… not yet.
Hope… yes, still a little…
Trickling a touch of light
Into the shadows, showing…
What…. Showing love,
Showing tiny seeds of hope
Ready to bloom
With the deepest of voices
Calling, commanding,
Pushing to be obeyed.
Waiting… wanting…
Longing… yearning…
A garden drying in the hot sun
No water in sight…
A time for clouds and rain.
Reaching…
Greeted by sunny skies
When rain is what's needed.
Soft sighs in the shadows….
Whispered prayers, damp cheeks…
Craving the rain of Dominance
On the garden of submission
So that it may thrive….
