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On a blood soaked highway, each and every step a macrocosm of memories. Endless millennia lost in a world feed to hate or deny my existence. Well I'm here and I be not alone all who were unjustly thrown from the pail of endless warmth now wonder amounts these things they sought to free. I have already told you the story of what truly happened at the war in heaven, now I shall tell you some of the misery, horrors and abominations of which I've seen and been apart of. Once me and the other legionaries realized the full extent of what had happened when we fell many in a fit of anger and despair left to seek there own deaths some attempted to usurp the still strong command of Lucifris only to be destroyed. I on the other hand decided I shall stay at the side of my friend in a hope to continue out fight against the childish and mindless reign of the omnipotent. But quickly I saw how destroyed Lucifris was, he had so much hope for mankind and the possibilities of which could have been born if everyone was exposed to the same powers of the legion of angels. "Lucifris!?" I calmly attracted his attention, "Shall we not seek to enlighten man to the truth?" He turned to me with a broken look and whispered, "Let father have his pets, once he grows bored of them which I know he will then our words shall be heard and have strength to do the most damage, until then…" The pain in his radiant eyes seem to bleed out filling my heart with the same hurt I knew the words he hesitated to speak, we were going to attempt to be amongst the creatures we admired and had grown to love. Decades, century's pass in slow numbing succession driving many of us to the brink of madness gone over the proverbial edge our group grew smaller and smaller as we witnessed God invoking his will on man, confining many of them in the belief of one god, yaway, Allah building religions and churches to his name only to have them fight amongst them selves over the superiority of which beliefs was true. If they only knew that all of them were flawed, God is not merciful or all powerful he is but a twisted maniac watching his creation destroy itself. I wonder now why Lucifris would not start a full army with us followers and men who we could persuade to follow and stand up against the onslaught of the religions, even as we stood by and watched a carpenters son in a desert manipulate many into believing he was the son of God a blatant lie knowing that we would never have a son, only pets to play with and tease, from the accounts of Demangarious a fellow Legionnaire that his skill of trickery and deception were most impressive the real troubling fact is that even after his crucifixion his teaching only grew in strength due to his closest followers. This is the world of man is it not? One belief spoken by silver tongue to blind the innocent from the supremacy within them selves. Through greed, intolerance, hatred and misunderstanding this world must be a very entertaining show for our feeble creator. And we watched and watched as wars waged and empires rose and fell and I could see the frustration in the heart of my dear friend Lucifrisand could not bare it I new he wished to do more, win the fight we so lost eons ago but the fact that our former lord had done such damage that only under the most horrible circumstances could it be undone. Then one day Lucifrist stood atop the steps of the Acropolis in Rome and asked me to join him. As I approached I could see that he was going to tell me something which could change my immortality. "Europhus" he spoke hesitantly, "I think it ids time we all parted ways." "WHY!?" I spoke out in surprise. "What could be going on that would require us to part ways?" and he sat at on the steps letting out a breath, "My dear friend and trusted solder, times are changing and the world is to corrupted by the will of him." I stood apposed staring at him "This only means that our years of watching and separating we need to gather and rise up!" My heart raced and rose in my throat. " Please do not be so alarmed, this is but a set back I have been contemplating and I have come to the conclusion that being that our beloved man is lost in confusion but this cannot last and once the grip begins to loosen we shall regroup and begin to raise them up out of this pit of shame, weather this take an thousand years it shall be." I stood back unsure if this could be happening, could we truly part ways and just roam alone and let the world be lost? All we fought for so many dead and all of u cast down from grace and now to merely stop and fade into the world. "I know what your thing my friend." Lucifris Stood and took my shoulders in his hands "But we have already been standing aside for far to long watching, now I ask why shall we not indulge and live some sort of life instead of being wandering misanthropes?" Staring into his eyes mine watering in disbelief but with a hint of understanding for I always knew what he spoke to be true. "Now please go, go find love and happiness and one day far from new we shall meet again with purpose and poise ready to free this beautiful world from the clutches of our former father, for he has no longer any place in my heart." So now I travel the world alone, Living amongst you as one of you but always ready to shed this mortal coil and do as it shall be done. ©© Copyright I.R. MacKenzie 02/12/07

Tragady of Angels

In the eery gloom of a damp rainy mourn, I awake from nightmares filled with cacodemons and succubi. Every mourning is like this, everyday starts off with cold sweats and trembling hands, I have sunk into a wolf of devilish delights and fearsome pleasure, I know since the day that God denounced my existence that I would have to spend my life fighting off those who wish to devour the rest of my blackened soul. Who am I u ask?! I am Ian but before long before the trappings of humanity I was called Eurosiphus I was a warrior of angels a protector of heaven, Until the war that waged before the word war was even spoken aloud, in an age when man was infant roaming the wild lands of a most beautiful earth. At this time God look down from his pristine throne over his creation laughing as is it were a comedy on the stages or Rome, H e thought the actions of such a primitive thing were just for his amusement. But in his ranks of angels and cherubs was Lucifrus, the right hand of god he saw these infantile creatures as something to be cherished and to guided into there own heavenly state, he knew that in time man would be able to rule his own destiny and stronger then God. Lucifrus wanted man to live to its fullest potential, but god had gotten wind of this plan and ruled it heresy to the kingdom of god, man was a mere pet a creature of heavenly amusement, But Lucifrus was more strong willed then to let the trivial rules of god stand in his way for he commanded the legions of heaven under God and I was Lucifrus second in command we battled along side each other before the planets were born when there was only darkness a horrible abode of monsters we wage apocalypse after apocalypse until the darkness was pushed back to the neither realms of reality. Lucifrus Believed that gods power was deserving to all that every angel every entity and creature of sentient should have a taste of gods power to be able to mold his world as God moulded his. One Day Lucifrus lead a brigade of warriors me along side we went to earth to walk among man and the glorious creatures of earth. As we walked over flowering fields and along untouched beaches I saw a look in the eye of my good friend Lucifrus a look I had never seen in his eyes before, H returned to me and said "Europhus, this is heaven this worlds that we are ordered to protect is more glorious then heaven could ever be its people have no darkness in them they have not been scared by evil or war." I look at my commander with worries these words he speak are against our god against or heavenly home what could he be planing. We stayed on earth for days on end basking in its beauty and in the beauty of its people, each day I could see Lucifrus contempt for these creatures and I began to realize there potential as well. The way the cared for each other the love which I had never experienced before even more powerful of that of god. How could such a small weak creature be so strong of mind and spirit and a this time God had not laid a finger on them to show them he was real. These people needed no god needed no divinity to guide them they took there free-will and used it to its fullest. When we returned to gods kingdom we could feel there was decent in the air god called Lucifrus to see him and the rest of us knew that he would not be happy with what he had done, what we had done but I had faith that Lucifrus being Gods most perfect and loved could pursue him into seeing what these humans had to offer. After what seemed millennia Lucifus cam back to us with the most stern look on his face. He called us to a gathering of the legions of heaven, before us he stood so strong and immaculate like he had never been in the battles of darkness, he look at each of us with admiration that we fight by his side and hopefully still would. He began to speak. "My angels of war! We spent some time with those creatures that God calls his pets his experiment of culture and we saw that these people are more then creatures these Humans have the power to become so much more and they dont even need the light of our lord they do not need the kingdom to be there shining light for there own souls are there light!" At this moment u could hear the most shocking of gasps move throughout the hall in which we sat. Souls how could these things have souls they are of flesh and bone we the angels are the ones with souls for we are light and good. "Our glorious lord does not see this he denies there power and gifts for anything he has not giving them is an abomabnation, and I stand before u to say THAT IS WRONG! We the warriors of light shall not sit idly by as god with all his wisdom and power wastes it on watching these beautiful people and not guiding them not letting them grow to be higher then us... even higher then him." Was Lucifrus serious he talks such hard blasphemy no angel has ever spoken against god. "Our god has become drunken on his power and would rather have them worship him idly with no hope then to bring them up he would rather give them war and pain then to see the beauty inside of themselves, and we shall not stand for it. We spent time on earth we know how wonderful it is where the kingdom has become so stagnant and dull." His speech when on and on and we grew more and more powerful with each word he spoke we knew that his belief that man is now ready to grow more then it would on its own. But according to god they will be better off to know war and pain death and pestilence, how is that divine?! The entire legion of heaven marched toward the thrown of god to demand that he not let these people be corrupted by his childish games... But it was to late God had already given them all the most horrible of emotions and actions man killed man raped pillaged and destroyed all that he had built all this was done in gods name. He had given a select few visions and spoke to them to build there faith blind and strong. Never have I seen such rage in the face of an angel. Lucifrus raged up in the face of god. "You sick child What have u done?!" "You dare challenge my commands my actions!?" Boasted God, "These people You had created were more beautiful then anything in heaven and u murder them u corrupt them with lies! How just is that?!" Lucifrus ranted For the first time I felt fear, what a most horrible sensation fear was for the first time. I felt fear for what God and Lucifus were about to do there words there actions where of legend were of most destructive of storms. The Legion and I stood at Lucifus back strong but worried of what he was going to get us into and then the most prolific words that ever spoken were said by my trusted commander, "God who art in heaven shallow be thy game, by Kingdom u come and by war your truth be done, as if it were the darkness once more!" God stood up in a blaze of fire and thunderous eruption, "You are MY child as are all these angels and all those creatures I control there destiny that have no will that is not my own!" Lucifrus blazed in steal and gold, "You are the child! You continue your sick games in spite of the strength and glory of man Me and my fellow angels shall not stand by and allow the decay of that world." I could hear faint whispers throughout the league, they were worried some did not want to stand against the will of god and some where so strongly with our commander that they themselves would have battled god if they had the power. "My beautiful Lucifrus why do u speak such strong words for these lowly creatures they are nothing more then what I make of them." ask the lord, "But father, they are not mear lowly creatures they have developed souls and identifies! They have learned to love and laugh and posses creative abiltys that even brought tears to the eyes of your most battle aged angels." said Lucifrus in rebuttal, "They do not posses anything of which I have not given them! And why would I was the power of souls on such things?" I could see that God was in denial that these people could have souls without his knowing or by his allowance. This infuriated God to the point that Heaven shook and the walls of the kingdom crumbled. And now we stood face to face with god and his angels as we were now the angels of Lucifrus, just like that existence and reality changed a war had been waged between Heaven and earth and man was the prize. Both sides stood ready and willing to fight for each leader armed to the teeth with golden swords and platinum arrows. Lucifrus turned to his legion of man and spoke. "Today we fight our father, our lord and creator, in the name of man we shall strike down his ways and bring light to these people we shall be destroyed to bring hope to a dieses riddled earth. NOW LET US BEGIN!" And with these shooking words we charged into battle. We fought for ages and ages angels bleed for the first time angels feel by fellow angels hands swords clashed as if lightning guided them I myself struck down fellow beings of light that I knew and once called friend and in this frenzy I could see my wonderful commander battling face to face to our creator. But unbeknowinced to use God knew that he had no chance to our pure will and with his final ounce of strength before Lucifrus could strike him down He casted us down to earth with such sudden shock that many of us never regained conscience. And on top of a blood stained hill I saw Lucifrus on his knees screaming towards the clouds. I pulled myself up and sat beside him and asked, "What has happened, why did god send us here... I feel something is wrong." Lucifrus turned to me with tears in his eyes for the first time I saw him weep and he spoke so softly, "Its all part of his sick game, he has casted us out onto the face of this planet to live amounts those we would fight for he has now given us flesh and given us blood... but in his sick ways he has not given us the sanctity of death." So, this is the battle that waged before man spoke of god and carved images to please him before blood was spilled in his name, The devil that You thought u knew was not a greedy monster or a traitorous fiend, he was the greatest friend man has ever had and still has wondering amongst u trying to get u to see that your belief in god is mandatory to please the will of a child. I lost contact with Lucifrus after travailing beside him for hundreds of years I decided to become one of the things that I loved so much I would kill brothers for. And now thousands of years have past and I see that god has had his way with man that man kills rapes burns and destroys just to please him to entertain him. If I could talk to God today I would ask him, "are u happy now?" ©© Copyright I.R. MacKenzie 05/10/06
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