I'm not so sure I want to continue this ride.
It's not fun anymore.
Too many broken promises.
Not enough attention.
Needing something more.
More than any of this has to offer me.
I sit here and wait.
Patience is a virtue and all that crap.
My patience has wore very thin as of late.
All I can hear is silence and it's deafening.
I need to have more.
I deserve more.
I have been going it alone for a long time now.
Making all the effort, always.
I cry silently.
No one sees or hears me.
I won't allow that.
I reach out and grab air.
My hand comes back empty.
Again and again.
And again.