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MeShell's blog: "Still happy"

created on 05/13/2008  |  http://fubar.com/still-happy/b215334

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This feeling

this feeling is primative and sweetly invigorating, it ingulfs me in a sea of beautiful calm easy blue caressing my thoughts with each gentle kiss of yet another emotion to unfold and lay inside of my flesh and teasingly slithers inside of my anticipating heart, i breathe and i feel it leave and come back again in and out flowing like the waves of slightly disrupted lagoon, through the waves i hear it calling me to come back, close your eyes and rest and return to this feeling, and then i wake alone and angry pushing the feeling away with the blanket i was intwined in throwing it to the floor and forgetting it until i need it again.

too short! dman it!

well you ever hear the saying lifes to short? of course you have in course unless you've never had any regrets, rmorse or bad times! Every one knows this damn saying and what's funny to me is that people say life is too short all the damn time, and then they go and hold grudges, or be spiteful or vindictive, or just shit all over the people that care about them! women married to men they no longer love, men married to women who drive them nuts, sisters and brothers fighting over who gets to go to school and who gets the expensive car, or even the last peice of cake! People blindly living ideals which they have no real clue about, strangers sneering at you because you accidently bumped them in passing!? what the hell is going on? i even notice that if youre in public and walk by someone make eye contact and say hi, hello or how are you they usually look at you strange? what is sooo freaking strange about being polite and happy? does every ones lives suck so much that they sadly think that a freindly hello may really mean up yours buddy! as far as i am concerned the last time i wanted to say hello i meant it and the last time i wanted to call a jerk bag an ass and said hello well i called him a jerk bag. but then again it certain circumstances its come to the point where people speak their minds soo much the dumbest most ignorant shit comes out of their mouths and then when they have to face the consequences of there short thought opinions they act like they a. never said it b. you dont deserve to speak with them or c. kiss your ass cause holy shit they need you! am i pesimistic yes am i negative sure do i have faults absofreakinlutely, but do i run around telling people im great? no! do i run around telling pepole how to live their lives? no! and i sure as hell dont live life likes its too short! because theres not much to be greatful or appreciative for or about when every one around you does enough complaining and belly aching for every one who actually deserves to complain about some thing. Why dont you all just grow the hell up! for crying out loud there are physically handcapped people who have more hope and drive then most perfectly well people i know! hell deaf people talk and even freaking dance to a rythm they cant hear! people lacking extremities race in olympics aginst each other and dont get upset if they dont win, they are just glad to be a part of something as big as they are or bigger! and here we are complaining, oh i dont want to its too hot or i cant my legs hurt! at least you have freaking legs! get off your ass and stop complaining! and addiction! addiction isnt a chemical dependency its your freaking state of mind, ive done some things in my time im not proud of but i am glad to say i never became addicted to any thing that was not only potentially harmful to me but to my friends and family! i just do not understand when i open my eyes and look around and the people that actually have disabilities and should be complaining arent, the people who have every working body part and every working brain cell have no freaking clue when it comes to being humble or satisfied! why do you always have to have more!? huh? thats why the world sucks so bad cause instead of spending time with your families and being a productive human being you were busy whinning about what she or he has and you dont or showing off what you have, or maybe you were the ass that got picked on and turned around and laughed at the physically chalanged person you saw or went to school with to feel better about yourself? well you are no better then your own bullies dumb ass! so i dont want to hear it damn it! maybe im no olympian and i sure as hell at no freaking debby do gooder but i am humble and i dont make fun of other peoples down falls and i dont get off on your suffering, i do what i can to make other people happy cause i dont know how to improve my life, maybe that karma will come back to me some day who knows, but for now, i will try to be optimistic and i will try to be positive, because i know there are people out there in the world that will never know the pain joy or life i have lived, because they have less then i do and their main concern may be whether or not they eat today! so the next time you see some one who has less then you don't put your freaking nose up in the air! say hi even talk to them, youre no better than any one else youve just had better luck or fell into things by chance! its such a shame dont you think that we can not just let bygones be bygones and live life to the fullest!?

I am having a baby!

Well I am a single pregnant mom to be.. I left the sperm donor due to his harmful and threatening lifestyle! I can honestly say that I am happy, I feel more at ease and much better off knowing that me and my baby are safe, I know that it is going to be a long hard battle to get the sperm donor to get some help so I would feel comfortable leaving him alone with the baby, but I don't think it would be right to completely allienate them from each other?! After all I did love him at once and he wasn't always bad or at least he didn't show that side of him right away. I just want to do what is best for me and my baby! I am starting to feel him/her rolling around it's so great! I can't wait to hold my baby and make a good home for him/her!
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