JLYNN THE TITSUATION FAN ME PLEASE's blog: "STILL CONFUSED!!"

Why do I find that when I am at my lowest point and keep my hearts little hurtful splinters inside a person I trust but probably should'nt always finds a way to make it a million times worse. Why when I am asked to open up and told that I am so this and so that do the people I trust make me feel like crawling under a rock and mind traveling through the situations that made me this way from the start. I know that we need to find faith within ourselves and try to make the best of things but why why do people just act so heartless? Why when I am leary of opening up and keep to myself do I try to put faith in people that never had a drop of faith in me but shadowed it with drawn out whispers of genuine and whind up being whispers of deceit. I know this may sound stupid but I am puzzled as to why! Why does a person that I never really asked anything of find the need to fill me with lies when if anything all I needed was a great friend. I am not the perfect person as none of us are or the hottest girl in town but I would never ever try to kick a person further to the ground when they are already so far down. So I guess I just want to say I think a person does these things because they are hurting within themselves but I will be ok because even after I sit and think about it and actually want to cry I remember how fortunate I am to have so many wonderful people in my life. You know who you are and I love you for the Wonderful people u are SMOOOOOCHES JLYNN

SO not my writing of course but I love these! This is what I long for someone who can do just this for me! Unfortunately I am looking for the absolute impossible! :( ~*Key to my heart*~ "I had closed upon my heart, and wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt, but that would never happen again, I had locked the door, and tossed the key as hard and as far as i could, love would never enter there again, my heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life, and made me change my mind, just when i thought that tiny key was impossible to find, That's when you held out your hand, and proved to me i was wrong, inside your palm was the key to my heart, you had it all along." I happen to like this one as well! I have felt this way before but geeez how I feel that I will never ever find this again! ~*All i want is you*~ "I'll tell it rather simply, I'll say it plain and true, a simple thing is all i want, and all i want is you There are no other riches, no treasures or posessions, that ever could compare with you, my fondest of obsessions You are the very air i breathe, the reason that substains me, you're all my thoughts tied up as one, the laugh that entertains me You're all that life need ever give, the maximum that's due, if i could ask for anything, i'd only ask for you."