Trashionista's blog: "Rambling's of REL"

created on 08/11/2007 | http://fubar.com/rambling-s-of-rel/b114448 | 1 followers

posted on 03/11/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;04:03&nbs-07:00;pm

Stick A Pin In It
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My dreams are vivid and violent. *In my attempt to edit this blog, I fucked up and had to repost. Whatever* Ripped from flesh, Splintered from bone, My fingers rake and claw, I get nothing in return. I pound on these walls, I kick at the locked door, I hear my desperation echo throughout. I offer up my flesh and mind in sacrifice, what more can I give of myself... I reach inside and pull out my still beating heart. Warm and visceral, the symbol of everlasting devotion. It's stops beating in my hands. I let it drop to the floor. Still, here I stand. Warm and sticky, covered in my blood, my hands start to shake, I reach up to the light peaking through the door, I want in, Let me in. Soon I will be an empty shell, Nothing left to give. I drop to the earth, My breath accelerates, I close my eyes, I clutch my chest, I scream. Nothing. I fade.