I am so sick of hurting , So sick of hiding my emotions. I will not let your actions no longer affect my heart. I miss the way my heart used to love and feel so free one of the things your abuse did to me. You don't deserve the love I had in my heart for that special someone in my life. I refuse to let you hold my heart captive any longer so that someone else can set it free!!! I will let my heart free of your chains and float to the surface once again. You don't deserve the love and two beautiful children that god gave to you. I won't say I hate you but something much worse...I hope your soul burns in the eternal flames of hell for what you have done to us all!!!! You may find happiness again some day for which you don't deserve . I hope you remember the horrible things you did and feel ashamed of yourself...Don't ever tell me I am a worthless person or parent for that I know is not true. . Take a long hard look in the mirror that person is YOU!!! I am a much better person than you could ever be and you know this is true..How can you sleep at night knowing the aweful things you do depriving your own flesh and blood of simple things that any parent should do?? So in closing of my rant and rave the one thing left to say is a simple FUCK YOU!!!!
