StaR JuMpS's blog: "StaR JuMpS"

What is the point of it? Standards are set and must be kept. They are impossible goals to achieve. The thought of other's opinions drive us to the edge Where we stop and try not to fall for fear of what they might think. But not even the strongest of us can fight gravity forever. It is inevitable. You will fall and it will hurt and you will feel shame Others will look and they will gossip amongst their selves. Secretly each one is glad that you too are human. But the trouble here is you don't know the thoughts behind the faces All we see is society looking down in scorn. So why do we all sacrifice our own happiness Merely to fulfil the dreams of a pretentious world? By carrying on with this vicious cycle we are not only hurting ourselves But others around us and those still to live this life in the future We are creating a world of bullshit! The way we look. The way we talk. The subjects we study. The food we eat. The friends we keep. The car we drive. The houses we live in. The jobs we have. The money we DON'T have. We are all living lies and I'm so Fucking tired of it!

you know that you and i we've found something thats hard to find! don't think others will quite understand.. so when they ask we will smile and say "oh its nothing... never you mind!!" for once in my life i really dont care your my dirty little secret and i dont have to share i like the way it is and thats how im gona keep it!!!

yea well this is just a little sumthing that was on my mind this week so i (lol tried to) put it in a song... lol feel free to comment but please dont copy... these are my thougts not yours!!! (intro)Why should i waste my precious time with you anyways?!!! (verse1)Ok lets go back.. Thats right i think i'm s'posed to love you?! Well you were always gone. I missed you then but it never seemed to matter. i gave you all of my heart and you didnt even want it. (verse2)Off you would go. Again and again, more and more, longer and longer. well i just thought you would have noticed that i cared less and less each time. you can only break this heart so much.. There is no love left for you to take. You have no one to blame but yourself! (chorus)The time that i have is mine. I dont want to waste it! The heart that i have is fixed and I dont want to break it! The love that i have is NOT FOR YOU! Dont get me wrong i have Plenty to give, but there is no way that i am going to throw it away by giving anymore to you! (verse3)The idea of you just makes me sick! Idont know how you could let it go this far and get this bad.. Oh there were plenty of warning signs. But you just turned your head and looked the other way becaus you were too busy with your own ajenda. Now its too late. But you still dont get it! I DONT WANT YOU IN MY LIFE!

s it wrong? im i allowed to feel like this? why isnt there a button to press to make it all go back? i know its not good and i know its not safe.. but whats life if you dont live on the edge..?? well i just think that its my life im not hearing this from them.. i dont want to. im a big girl and i can look out for myself! miss yoo bby.. <3

i have the music to this in ma book sitting ontop of the piano... maybe one day i will put it all together...(when all the words are here..) ps dont copy!! again.. MY THOUGHTS!!! not yours! this is... all to common! i see you and you see me(7) other people can see us together.(10) i like you and you like me.(7) what if i decided to hold your hand?(10) so now there's me holding you.(7) please let go if your not prepared to try.(10) you held tight and pulled me close(7) you looked straight into my eyes and you said;(10) i know i dont have to try.(7) you know that we can have a lot of fun(10) i know we can make this work(7) everybody knows we were ment to be.(10) missing line... couldn't wait to see where we were headed(10) if only i knew then what this would become.(11) You know when you get that feeling of dread(10) Some call it intuitoin(7) I didnt think that it was anything(10) God i wish i had been right.(7) Well you didnt have to say(7) i could see it in your eyes(7)

He Knows Just What to Say He's The One Who Inspires Me He Makes It all Worth The Pain He Shows Me How He Gives Me A Future He Holds My Hand Through The Storm He Comforts Me When I Cry He Can Always Tell He Believes In Me He Is Someone I Can Trust He Will Always Be There To Help Out He Makes My Day Complete He Is My Favourite♥ ilovehimheaps

A little birdie told me!!!!!!! and you though i would never notice! well all i have to say is "fuck me around and i'll fuck you up!" you know i will kunt! im not sad just dissapointed... i really thought you had grown up obvoiusly NOT!

i dont believe you! i just dont know what else to do... its not as easy as i thought it would be. i can tell you are keeping secrets. i know there is more to the story! i just dont know what to say and i dont know what to do... ..i never wanted to be this person.. ..i never wanted this to happen.. ..why did you let it end up this way?..

i want it all back!!! no im not a pushover... if it makes you happy dont throw it away! i know what you all think... guess what!!? IDONTCARE!!!

She was my Joy She always had a happy face She was always happy to see me She loved to play my stupid games She knew what i was feeling She had beautiful eyes She always understood me She was my world She will always be in my heart! I Miss Her So Much I Just Want The Hurt To Go Away! I Will Never Forget Her