The perseverance of the human nature depicts the forlorn use of free will. In being so we as a race tend to justify our actions by means of reasoning and emotions. When we marry, we justify the union by the emotion of love. We justify acts of war with the reasoning of: riding the world of an evil entity. When we do eliminate a supposed evil, our one only hope is that the next person in line is much less a lesser evil than the predecessor. There for is it truly in our own best interest to remove and make room for evil. For with in a void is the free standing space that is capable of holding any form that chooses to fill in.
On that note, free will is what allows us to have the options of whether or not we choose to commit crimes or abide by the promenaded laws of society. Where in we are governed by the intimidation of the fascist nations that govern the world in which we live. We unconsciously submit the governed memorandums with the understanding that if we fail to comply, we will be set in violence and torment. In which we are persecuted and found guilty, if acts are against the populace, and thus incarcerated in the prison systems. Where we are greeted with uncontrolled familiarity of others that will inflict in us the same we have upon others.
Another well unknown truth is that not only do we submit to government laws and legislatures, but also unto others. How many times do we go into the work force and have to answer to an assistant manager and others further up the corporate ladder? When in the work field do we strive to better ourselves and thus become that in which we often answer to, and have others that answer to us? No matter how one looks at it, the only way to start off being the one that others answer to, you must start off your own business, and even then you are forced to submit to the government.
Out side of the workplace and on a more personal and intimate level do we also submit to one another. In the family setting, children answer to their parents, and parents provide the necessary guidelines to guide our youths. When these guidelines are not followed from the parents to the child, does one often find themselves slaves of their own vices? Meaning that, what the young dispute as a child, they tend to be entrapped in their older age.
Still yet, we are not done looking into what a single person submits to. When a couple starts a life with one another, they submit to the whims of their partners. Often do we see that a gentleman pays for the lady when out on a date, and the lady fancies herself in the likes of the man, and often vice versa. When we are confronted with a quality of the person we are calling upon, we often try and change that aspect. Whither it be a simple mannerism or be it a style of dress. It is in the human nature that we try and be rid out of our lives such things that are deemed inappropriate and unacceptable.
Still we have not discussed the bottom line of our submission. Emotions play the largest and most forthright role in our directional pull in life, Passion being the biggest culprit of all human emotions. When we feel a passion for something, be it obtainable or not without harm to another being, we often strive to obtain it, for it brings in us an undying pleasure that can not be described. From deep with in do we feel a sense of wholeness when this passion is realized. Often it is this self awareness that pushes us forward into what we could call the here and now.
Ok so here we are and all I have to say is this, what makes you think you have the right to sit in judgment of me? What is it about you that make you so special? Who do you think you are that you have the slightest inclination as to either who or what I am? You do not know what I am about nor do you realize what I have been through in my short lived life. There should be no reason for you to sit in judgment of Me. You are the same as I. Clueless! By clueless I do mean that, you are lost in this world, with out any sort of inclination as to where you are headed in this world. You no better than I am! Say, your me and I am you, and they all watch the things we do and like a smack of spite they threw me down the stairs. I haven’t felt like this in years. Let me go and punch me in the dead spot again. That’s where we go when there is no one else around and it’s just you and there was never anyone there now was there? Those sanctimonious, potential, dastardly bastards with a thumb on the pulse and a finger on the trigger CLASSIFIED MY ASS THAT’S A FUCKING SECRET AND YOU KNOW IT! The government is another way to say better than you. It’s like ice but no pick, a murder charge that wont stick, it’s a whole another world where you can smell the food, but cant touch the silverware. What luck, fascisms you can vote for, isn’t that sweet? And we’re all going to die some day because that’s the American way and I have drunk too much and said too little, with my gaffer taped in the middle. Say a prayer, save face, get yourself together, and say what’s happening. Are you finally beginning to finally understand that no matter how different you may be from me, you are still the same as I am, an insignificant whelp trying to make their way through an unfathomed world that neither cares how hard we try nor contemplates our individual destruction.
What it is that I am trying to say is that you are my kin in one aspect; we are of the same accursed genealogy. We are brought into this world to serve one purpose, and that is to pass away into a nonexistent void of eternal slumber, where dreams are only things brought forth from the spring of will. What we try and accomplish however is what determines what runes we are given by fate herself. Between you and me, she is one fickle little bitch that derives her pleasure form the sufferings she inflicts on others. Come on now think on this for a moment. How many times have you planned something out, and as you reach nearer to your goal, something goes wrong? It wasn’t calculated was it? Of course not because foresight is not a gift many of us have, if any have that gift at all. There is no rhyme or reason why the uncalculated always seems to happen when things appear to be going our way. No matter how insignificant the mishap may be, it will still deter us from the goals we have set before us.
I may be but only a child compared you, but you must admit that what I speak is but a simple agonizing truth, and if you are but a child to me, then consider these words very carefully. For you never know what is going to be an outcome of any situation. We can only hope for the best and strive for our plans to unfurl as we hope they might do. But until that day, who knows what may happen.
I hope that after reading these few simple lines that you finally realize that you are not any better then I am, nor are you any worse that I may be. You are only different. So remember that when next time you go to judge me, you remember that you are judging yourself.
One last thing, in order to get your mind working, “Remember, you’re a wreck, an accident. Forget the freak, your just nature. Keep the guns oiled and the temples clean. Shit, snort, and blaspheme, keep your head cool, and let the engines run because, in the end, everything we do is just everything we’ve done.
So do you still think you are better than me, do you feel that you have the right to judge me, do you have the right to pass verdict upon me? I think not, for you, yourself are nothing.
