Heyyy Yall...
Well I have had somethings on my mind. Things goin on in my life. THAT TRUELY SUCKS.... I want to know what people think about this. Well I have been friends with this girl for years well about 10 years. She was my best friend. Someone I turned to when I had problems. Like this one. Anyways, I dated this guy 2 years ago now. We dated a few months. We were like bestfriends... Well he was my best guy friend...We broke up but we were more then friends after the fact. It also went on for a year. Now its been a year since. And I cared so much about this guy. I stoped talkin with him so much so I could get over him or at least keep my distance. You know. So We used to talk every night. He used to send me texts every morning and night. Sayin well duhh Good Morning and Good Night. I really liked him. Well lets say I loved him very much. Now my Ex- bestfriend.. Someone who never liked him really. Is datin him. She didn't even have the nerve to tell me. I found out on my own. I talked with her about it told her how I felt. And well I didn't like it. This is someone I really truly cared about. You shouldn't date your friends ex. Thats like in the rule book of something. Well I told her to either still be friends with me or be with him. After 10 years. She choose him. CAN YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND how Im feelin. I feel like I was stubbed in the back. Now Yall we haven't talked in a few weeks. Im really mad at her. SHE EVEN WENT THOUGH all of what me and him were. She has also been in my childs life since day one. I think since we no longer talk means she should not be talkin with my child. Am I right. Other thing is I still live at home. She is like part of our family. So my family and her are still friends just not us. I don't go anywhere that she goes. I don't want nothin to do with her right now. But she thinks she should still come to my house. My house is the one place I can be me and know she will not be there. Now my sister has taken up for her as it is her bestfriend. You Think she should be able to come to my home. I don't care if my family is still friends with her. Or goes out with her... have fun.. I just don't want her at my house... NOT TO MUCH TO ASK... WHY CAN'T anyone get that I don't wanna see her talk with her nothin. Im truely mad... AND HURT... I never thought my GOOD FRIEND would choose a guy over me. I thought this would be an easy... I know I would have never do so. After all that me and her have been though. Well Im ventin but I really want to know what people think... PLEASE TELL ME....... I wanna know if you think Im wrong or right..... I think that what she did is disrespectful to me. I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO HER.... Ok yall please let me know.....This is tearin me up... right now b/c she was my friend I thought a true friend I even thought of her as a sister never would I have thought she would do this... I thought we would be friends till the end... I guess I was wrong. OK Im tired and I really need to sleep....
