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I thought I had it all figured out..............
I was fine with being alone, I had the mindset that it was just going to be De'Vonte and I until he went to college and started his own life. We would do the same things we always did, we would just take everything one day at a time and make the best outta what we have.
But now things have changed. Some for the better and some for the worst. I've found a great man who says he loves me and De'Vonte and wants to be with us forever! I have a good job (I don't love it, but it pays the bills). The love of my life (De'Vonte) is still happy, loving life, and driving me crazy (I know, it's his job.). But for some reason I just don't feel like all of this is going to last. I'm trying to live it and love it while it's happening, but something is just telling me to go back to the way things were, before it all comes crashing down.
You know that feeling of "It's too good to be true"? It's kind of like that, but it seems like instead of the outcome being just a little let down, it's going to be LIFE changing and heart breaking. I don't think I'm ready for it, whatever "it" is.
IDK, I guess I'll just have to keep everyone posted....
Love Always,
Kimber
