Currently I'm listening to some smooth jazz. I'm not too sure why, it just happened to catch my attention mainly beacause the song is called "move to the outskirts of town" and the singer's voice is very soothing. The song has a catchy beat and not very many words, so far he's only spoken about 50 different words. Anyways like I said I'm not sure why I'm listening to jazz and this blog isn't a critique of jazz but rather it's going to be an exposure into the few things on my mind.
First of all I'm sitting on my computer at home alone on a saturday night, it sucks. The only reason I'm still here is because my car is out of oil and I'm too lazy to go outside and get my phone which is laying by the pool.
Secondly my first rant was random and still out of context. I swear I'm random and have ADHD, actually I know I do but I'm not prescribed any medications due to my reactions to past medications. Doctors pretty much just tell me to take vitamins like they're going to help with ADHD. I swear sometimes people have no common sense, then again my grandma always said "common sense is never so common". She was a brilliant lady, a short little ball of fire that was tamed into courage on the farm. Grinding wheat into flour for years with a waterwheel in a house that still had an outhouse and didn't recieve modern plumbing until the late 1990's. Of course my grandma's house had modern plumbing and electricity but the millhouse didn't. Never really needed much, the house still has no air conditioning, a woodstove for heat, it does have copper pipes to bring in some well water but the water has a sulfur smell to it, and the pipes are by now very old. It's weird how even to this day some people can still live on just the basics, theyu don't have internet, satelittle, cell phones, mp3 players and ipods and yet they're really not all the different from the rest of us. Sometimes I wonder what life would be just to go back possibly 10 or 15 years ago and stop myself from becoming so technologically advanced, to go play on the swing set a few more times and not so much on the snes, to play soccer with my neighbors a little more and not watch so much of the power rangers [ when they were good ]. I wonder how I would be today?
