Sitting on the porch...scared to ring the bell.
I wait for you to see me...I sit scared as hell.
Rocking in the chair...hoping the squeaks bring you near.
I wait for you to hear me...I'm alone so filled with fear.
Pacing on the hardwood...not knowing what to say.
When you see me pacing...when you make your way.
Laying on your welcome mat...not feeling very welcome.
I guess you're in there sleeping...you're so peaceful...when you sleep.
Freezing on the outside...so cold but yet so sweet.
Your body's on the inside...I'd kill to feel your heat.
Dialing on my phone...the number of your phone.
I can't press send...so no I'm...going home.
Walking to me car...I want to kill myself.
You make me feel complete...without you I'm...never free.
Free from depressive states...of mind, body and soul.
Free from sad days with me...free from sad...days alone.
Turning my ignition switch...bright lights start shining through.
My eyes are blinded momentarily...holy shit...it's you!
Sitting on the porch together...not worried about the bell.
We're looking in to each others eyes...
I'm no longer scared as hell.
This night will be a memory...
One that's sure to keep.
I didn't want to wake you...
I thought you were
Sound Asleep.
