Queen of Wonderland's blog: "soulful life"

Bubble gum, ruby red, platinum blond Diamonds twisted upon my neck disproportional perfection golden syringes .38 special the stench of vodka tequila lingering sex maggots devouring devoted to the crippled soul how I love Hollywood

So Boycott Wal-mart told me that he went on a beer run and caught the beer with his teeth. All I did was laugh my ass off and then chased it down and caught it in a butterfly net. yes I'm that bored

I was at my dancing lessons yesterday and I saw this granddaddy long leg walking across the floor, about to be stepped on. Well I risked my own hand and swooped down, picked it up and took it outside to release it in the mulch. In that simple minute I realized that everyone is much like that spider, we'll about to be crushed by something bigger but not always greater and sometimes we need to be rescued and set back on the right track. So tomorrow while celebrating either with friends, alone, at work or with family just think that you wouldnt be where you are today without the rescue of someone; and maybe you know someone that should be rescued and set in the mulch. Happy Thanksgiving yall!

I love gory things, its weird but when someone or something is bleeding or hurt I like to poke and prod (sometimes it causes more pain and other times it doesnt). Then again at other times I just like to see what all damage is done. For some unknown reason I'm interested in the weirdest things such the colon, intestines and kidneys. Hmmm maybe one day I'll be your surgeon.

Once upon a time there was this really cool site called lostcherry. It was black and red. Had some cherries in the top corner and was just a place to vent steam. I could name the top people back then, the spotlight was around 2 million at the most. People didn't beg for blasts, there was no such thing as a happy hour, because happy hour was all the time. The lounges didn't compete for people as bad as they do now. There didn't seem to be nearly as many dj's, but the ones that were the dj of a lounge talked to you. They would shout at you, pm you, and then when you entered the lounge there was a topic going on. Lostcherry was a small online family of internet drunks. There wasn't a drinking bar, to show sober or shitfaced. It took me about 5 months to get to level 8 but I didn't care. I had made friends, some around my area and others in different states. I still talk to alot of them, one considers me his hippie chick and I consider him my man candy. I even talked to some of the cherry legends back in the day. On the phone, yahoo and on here (you can gasp now). They seemed to be so much friendlier. There wasn't a crush option, my mail was much simpler to delete, and the option that said I was qualified for surveys didn't exist. But as the big bad wolf began to gain popularity the site changed from lost cherry to cherrytap. That was cool, nothing too major, a few slight changes but after a while point whores made lost cherry into another myspace. I left myspace for the reason of point whores. (( I know I have a shitload of friends, so that makes me seem like a point whore but I don't deny friend requests, and in lounges I'll buy a shitload of rounds, and I love to buy the expensive gifts with my fake money.)) It's one the largest amounts money to my name besides monopoly that I'll have. I've never bought myself a VIP or a blast, yes I've asked for them because I wanted one for the hell of it, but honestly they're cool, I saw myself go by on the screen with a goofy message. Wah-hoo I can make that off my to do before I die list. So thats my rant.

Today I have posted 2 new folders red dress white dress ((zips in the front)) and then added several more pictures to an already locked folder. However look while you can if you're curious because at midnight tonight my time (( its 5:55 pm right now )) I'll be locking those folders but I won't kill all you boys and sexy ladies I will unlock the nekkid folder for 10 minutes sometime tonight. I'll announce it as a shout "open folders" So please stop begging, I'll let you see for a few minutes but after that it's family only!

I added new pictures up. I put them in a folder marked NSFW and people are still marking them as NSFW......umm thats why they're in the folder with the red NSFW marked beside the name. because I know they are NSFW

Sunlight filters down and runs across my cheek A smile grows upon thy face His gorgeous self lights up the mind As if you were only a dream But you're not a dream We belong together my diamond in the starry sky When you kiss me goodnight kiss me good morning I melt into your arms The way I can feel you touch miles apart, alone no more Every step of the way Isn't that what you always say We're meant to be together You and I. To my wonderful darling Steven!

Only attention I need is for you to lust after me. Don't love me. I want to be your whore. No one is capable of controlling me. Drunk at fourteen High at twelve Cokehead at fifteen addicted at ten Been on every pill and every drug except crack. acid trips to mars black holes in the wall demons chasing me clouds carrying me purple flying elephants and silver mermaids love and marriage train wrecks look better fire in my eyes bite marks on my thighs liquor bottles, broken stained blood on my hand the rope around my neck the chain at my feet you never marry the lover disgust, cheating, murder thats the life I live live, love only one letter apart I to an O yet it makes so much difference and means all the same