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I tried, so hard not to rub my relationship with Jaaron, in "Zero"'s face.. because, I thought it would be cruel.
So, now, it would seem.. Zero doesn't like my personality because, anything and everything that he and I talk about, I tell my bf..
Why do I do this?
Well, simply put..
I do not want to have secrets from my bf.. and I know, I can be a bit of a flirt, so I think its better for Jaaron, to knw what is happening.
Then for him to find out later.
I told him about the chatroom I am in, *a greeter*..
About the emotes, and the fact that I thought I could trust Zero, into knowing that I was PLAYING.
Apparently, Zero thought I was serious.
Are we all forgetting HE broke up with ME, after stalking my family, and I?
I have the proof.
So, why the hell would he think I wanted to BLEEP him?
Yeah, so many reason,as to why I would not have done THAT. And he knows all of them.
So, does my family.
I mean, come on, would you ppl date someone, or BLEEP them, if they stalked YOU?
Anyway.
I also, didn't HIDE this.. but, I didnt share with Zero, how much I love my bf, Jaaron.
Jaaron, is sweet, and easy to talk too.. and I do not feel threatened by him.. where, TREY (zero) made me feel like everything I did was wrong even, when I didn't DO anything.. and normally he would admit to it.. but, he still treated me like shit because of it.
Look.. I am sorry.. but, trey, lied to me, played me, and stalked me.. and just when I was dumb enough to think i could trust him as a friend... he does it all again.
I really wish, I could do damn control.. but, even as a friend... friends can hurt your heart too..
And Trey, did massive damage over this past few weeks.
I let it get to me.. and for that I am sorry..
To anyone, I may have snapped at.. to anyone that may have suffered.
And esp to my Bf..
Trey, is gone. GL.. I hope you grow up.. You need to be a MAN.. not a little boy, trapped in a mans body.
FFS.. I am 19!!! and I am more mature.
