To anyone I may have freaked out with my latest blog entry or my status stating i was going to slit my wrists I'm very sorry...I suffer from a disorder called Emotional Intensity Disorder along with PTSD and Disassociative Depressive Disorder...Sometimes things seem too much for me to handle and I have thoughts and urges to do stupid things...like killing myself. I have been having a really rough time accepting the fact that the only man I have ever truely loved...the father of my unborn child...is in love with another woman and does not want me anymore...I'm sorry again if I scared anyone...sometimes I have a shitty way of coping...thanks to those who didn't get scared off...and for those who did if u read this...please don't be weirded out...i am doing my best to get better....
