For once I'm trying to be a better person, yeah I have my flaws but who doesnt. Now that I know what I want in life people try to hurt me because who I was in the past. This is why I cant be happy with someone, I just get hurt in the end. Not like anyone care anyways so fuck them all. Its all about karma....bad things happen to bad people. I'm living in my karma now, but I realize I need to make myself a better person and for those who hurt me now, its going to hurt them back sooner or later. whatever I'm going to do whatever it takes for me to be happy for once. I'm tired of always feeling this way. I want to love but I'll just get hurt all over again. Sorry I cant be perfect.