I've done a lot of stupid shit in my life, and this one is up there. I thought that I was being the good guy to one person by stabbing the other in the back. Well it turns out that I was causing drama for both sides, and now I don't know how to fix it. I should just stay out of everybodys shit. It's really messed up that I thought I was helping and was actually hurting people that mean something to me. I've realized that I am a selfish, spoiled, immature bitch. Caleb helped me figure that out at one point in my life and I swore I would never go back there, and look what I've done. The people that I've hurt or angered, know who they are and I guess this is my formal applogy to them. I don't expect them to forgive me, because honestly I don't know that I would forgive myself. I just wanted to get my feelings out. Anyways, I have to get started on my final, before I fail at that too!
