186098's blog: "Broken"

created on 09/07/2008 | http://fubar.com/broken/b243722

posted on 09/12/2008&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;02:09&nbs-07:00;pm

Sorry 4 not being good enough...
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Alright So I'll start off by saying that I am no where near perfect and I make a lot of mistakes sometimes more than Most would think. I tend to care to much for people even if they don't give a *BEEP* about me in return. My life isn't as together as some people would Like to think. I have a lot of problems in RL. I have a mother that is very ill that I have taken care of for 4 years now, its really taking its toll on me. I don't always make the best Choices or Dississions however you would like to look at it. So yea recently I fell for someone that I probably shouldn't have. It just happend I had No control. But of course I don't fit the "image" of what a woman is supposed to be I guess. I'm not the skiny pretty looking type of woman. I'm Sorry Its just not me. I'm Fat n ugly MY BAD. but lately I'm just thinking maybe its just easier for people to walk away than actually work at something and take a chance. So I guess this is me just saying... I'm NOT Sorry for Loving you I'm NOT Sorry for being there for you I'm NOT Sorry for feeling like I could make you happy I'm NOT Sorry for thinking we coulda had something special I'm NOT Sorry for being your Friend.... I'm Just Sorry that You Found Out How Much I Really Cared.....

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