So last time i wrote i explain my 'ray situation' well.. that was in september.. and here it is middle of Jan, and were still "just friends" Its more deep tho.. im falling for him O to hard! & we've talkedd about maybe one day there being a "us" but the convo backfired. He told me he still was messed up from his ex, which i alredy knew && then in the end we cut off all sex. Well, a month later we broke that!! && i ended up staying the night with him.. ha.
Yeah, so im falling in love with Ray..&& bookie you ask.. hes still in my heart, but i never could actually see us being together. Hes not who ii thought he was. But he is forever going to be one of my besties.. and i <3 him always.
Rays just different from all these other guys ive chased. He's grown up.. he knows what hes looking for in life, and hes goin for it. I admire him because hes still a little kidd at heart but he can be so grown up and live his life. Theres so many things that guyy has help me with, and he doesnt even know it.
On another note! I got my nipples pierced for my birthday.. Jan. 5th.. Yepp im 20 :). I love them. Ray gave me the idear cuz he has his done.. but i unno, i always LOVED nipple rings.. and so me and my sister spent 50bucks a piece to get ours did. There amazing. && ive already tried them out, hahahahaa.
Workk is ok. It sucks sumdays and otherrs i just love it. What more could i ask for. The people i work with are like family.. and the kids are my life.
I think thats all for now.
