CONDEMED AT BIRTH's blog: "songs"

HERE I SIT ALONE AGAIN COLLECTING TOUGHTS OF MY MANY SINS.

I STARE INTO THE BLACK, AND DEPRESSION SETS IN.

THE VOICES INSIDE ARE MY ONLY FRIENDS.

I'M FED UP, I'M LOST, I'M A HOPELESS CAUSE.

DREAMING OF HAPPINESS, SUFFERING THE LOSS.

I STRIVE TO SUCCEED, DESPISING MY FLAWS.

ONE DAY I'LL BE FREE,  FUCK WHAT IT COSTS.

ALL I DO IS SUFFER, AND THIS PAIN WON'T DIE.

SO I DROWNED OUT THE MISSERY WITH THE PAIN INSIDE.

BUT IN THE PROCESS I'M SINKING IN MY OWN DEMISE.

WITH NO PLACE TO HIDE FROM HATES DARKENING RISE.

I LIGHT ANOTHER CIGARETTE, AND STARE AT THE SCREEN.

TILL THE BLACK BECOMES RED, AND THE RED BECOMES GREEN.

MY HANDS START TO SHAKE, AND I JUST WANT TO SCREAM.

SOMEBODY WAKE ME FROM THIS HORRIBLE DREAM.

THE TEARS POUR OUT IN PAIN. LIKE HURRICANES OF ACID RAIN.

THE WORLD CAN SEE MY SHAME, AND IT LEAVES A BLOOD RED STAIN.

I'M SUCH A FUCKING WASTE, AND I FEEL SO ASHAMED.

AND IT TRUELY FUCKING HURTS BUT I KNOW I CAN'T CHANGE.

THE WORLD WOUD BE A BETTER PLACE, NO MORE HAVING TO SEE MY FACE.

THIS LIFE IS SHIT AND I'M SUCH A WASTE, BUT I'LL NEVER BE YOUR CHARITY CASE.

SO PLACE ME IN A FUCKIN TOOMB, THE CUT'S ARE TOO DEEP TO HEAL THESE WOUNDS.

THE LOVE I ONCE HAD NOW HATE CONSUMES. MY HEART IS BLACK AND FILLED WITH GLOOM.

THE END OF MY LIFE IS COMING SOON, MY FATE'S BEEN SEALED BY DOOM.

I SHOULD HAVE DIED AT BIRTH, THEY SHOULD'VE KILLED ME IN THE WOUMB.

SO HERE LIES FESTER P. MAY HE BE AT EASE AND REST IN PEACE.

THE DEARLY DEPARTED IS NOW DECEASED. NO MORE PAIN FROM HIS TORMENTING BEASTS.

NO MORE CRYING WIPE THE TEARS FROM YOUR EYES. YOUR TIME HAS COME TO RISE.

LEAVE THE WORLD WITH ALL IT'S PAIN, SPREAD YOUR WINGS AND FLY.

HE SAID FUCK THIS LIFE! HE WAS TIRED OF THE HURT.

HE ATE SHIT ALL HIS LIFE, AND IT JUST GOT WORSE.

SO HEAR THESE WORDS FOR ALL THEIR WORTH.

LET THEM ECHO IN HEAVEN AND STAIN THE EARTH.

ASHES TO ASHES, DUST TO DIRT, CONVICTED IN LIFE, CONDENMED AT BIRTH!

(i wanna torch it, burn it, scortch it, fuckin stomp it out. laugh as it blows away.)

(it aint that complicated, and you aint gotta believe, they'll put me down in a hole, before i let you succeed.

i'll never be complasent, i cant afford to be, i know you think your special, but you aint nothing)

(i hope i'm on the list of people that you hate)

(don't wanna be your turnacate for minor lacarations, don't wanna be your romeo cause your no goddamn juliette,)

(its not enough, its not nough, it never was or will be, i never got the chance to say FUCK YOU. you got a gun i got a gun lets write a tragick ending)

(you pushed me one too many times, im sick of all of this shit, i'm here to settle it)

(i'm just so far gone and nothings gonna change, i'll never be the same)

to all the fallen angels spread your wings and fly. wipe the tears from your eyes, the time has come to rise.

let your voices carry high. let the world hear your cries. let your heart be your guide as you take to the skys.

leave your cold and darkened toombs. clear your mind and heal your wounds.

and the world will know the end is soon. mankinds fate is filled with doom.

hear these words for all their worth. let them echo in heaven and stain the earth.

ashes to ashes, dust to dirt. convicted for life, condemed at birth.

you cry out why in agony. you scream to god your blasphemies.

deep in you dreams i can hear your screams its a horrifying reality.

when i look in your eyes, i see pieces of you die,as you cry those tears of demise.

as the tears pour out in pain, like hurricanes of acid rain. it leaves a blood red stain.

and the world can feel your shame.