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Ever get that comment
that shitty
insensitive
comment
that just drove a knife in your heart from someone that you thought had your back?
Me:
This is ... a rough idea of what I have planned for my old 1/144 Ground Gundam.
And yes, the big lines are too light and dramatic.
I'm at about the FIRST steps on this project.
There's no way in hell this will go according to plan!
And that's fine if I learn something.
Guy:
Me: (after multiple edits so I didn't sound like a dick)
First and foremost, I agree its PAST time for me to get something done!!!
They're all started.
Black Tetra-star is heavily modded partially primed
Tigerstripe C3 is over halfway colored
Kampfer assault is sanded, seamed, cosmetic holes drilled, partially modded and sectioned for priming
Captain Norris Zaku I is sanded.
I'm trying to sand and seam the fade ground gundam.
I was pretty sick, homeless, and unable to work/move much for a year.
I'm still in a financial dive and my back hurts, but I've made some progress on that front with a part time job and a new PC that I can hopefully upload pictures to.
As of 2 weeks ago I have a workspace (still need drying/staging). I -almost- have money to buy some of the paint I need to replace.
I'm trying to get my shambles of a life back together, and what was consistent through that struggle was my family, and the occasional concept work I could do on a robot model with no workspace, resources, and time. The long rambling posts, and joshing around here helps.
My goal is to have Fade Ground Gundam, AA Kampfer done by the time some of my lawyer stuff goes through and I can put my injury and unemployment behind me, and mark that occasion with some completed projects. I do apologize if my forum spam put some of you off, but I've come here regularly for a distraction in a very bleak period of my life.
Some of you I would even call
Friend.
Whether I expressed it or not, I do depend on "business as usual" here to help me through.
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I really
REALLY had to step back and not just unload when this happened.
This guy is a forum spammer like me with some exceptions: He doesn't start projects, doesn't plan projects, doesn't post wips, doesn't post completed builds.
Hopefully this makes HIM look like an asshole, while I'm still saying, "hey I love you guys".
But... urgh!
He and I were pretty tight... and this just
cuts
straight at me.
Like there's some awful, misread hole in me.
I hate it. I just want to wring his neck and tell him I WANT to build!!! HOW DARE YOU!!! I've endured so god damn much and you have to despoil my playground!?
I don't make friends easilly ... *sniffle*
Leave Brittney alone!!!
I know... seems kinda ludicrous to feel
anything about.
But I like most of these guys.
I'd like it if they liked me.
