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little girl

in this story in my head a little girl lies awake in bed thinking of whats yet to come and all the pain from everyone her best friend for all eternity was 10 yrs older now you see so she watched the girls come break his heart and she swore shed never do that part well one day his girl walked away leaving him again with so much pain the little girl then craddled his head and in a soft wisper she slowly said "i will never leave your side, i will never break your heart and if you wait a few years for me i swear well never be apart" this made the bo so very excited he loved this girl and was so delighted he waited for ten whole years as this girl washed away all his fears and on her graduation day that seemed to come with such haste he held her tight within his arms and looked into her face "little girl" he said "you kept your part and never once did you break my heart for all these years i waited here waiting for this moment dear I cant think of a better way to be little girl please would you marry me?" and the two of them were best friends forever and if asked if they should ever part they both quickly replied "NEVER!"

memories

i feel the fear creeping in stealing all my dreams holding far away from me all my favorite things the fear of just a memory holds me hostage in my sleep standing here without you now i crumple slowly as i weap lost in this tragic tidal wave i cant get enough fresh air all this down upon me now it just doesnt seem fair inside this loving memory i live these things again safe inside my memories in love with my best friend

yesterday

the music is sweet i could get lost in it pretend you here with me for just a minute like dancing on stars or swimming on a breeze running through the ocean or sleeping in the trees not as out of reach as yesterday all my cares just float away drifting past such symphony losing this reality somedays there just is no time filling space line by line please make the silence go away i just want back my yesterday

with me

I remember mlike it was yesterday even though its far away these sweet and loving things you say are all that gets me through the day i remember all your hugs with me and every intimate kiss i remember how you came to me and made true my every wish i miss the way you hold me tight feeling so safe and far from harm i miss your warmth in the cold of night and your sweet yet childish charm i think of you every hour -no- minute and i really feel no shame with it i cant wait for you to be here with me so things will nbe the way there supposed to be i dont want just your memory, i want you to be here with me.

left me here

I miss you so much it breaks my heart how could it hurt so much just to be apart I hate that you have left me here how could i live without you dear so sad is this time i wish you were mine How could i live without you every sight reminds me of you every picture every sound since you havnt been around i hate these things this time that is here I hate that you have left me here

inside

theres somthing inside that hurts my pride running wild and crazy inside my mind i cant let go, i dont want to know how my life can be without you stop listening to the accusing voice it is your life you have a choice id give it all if only for us id give anything, but i wont give up What i wouldnt give to see you win what i wouldnt give to let you in you take me places i only see in my dreams and when i speak my insanity, you know what i mean i cant let go, i dont want to know how my life can be without you

sick

I feel sick with sadness, a real pain that wont subside. I feel i've lost somthing already, killing every thing inside. My body rots slowly from the inside out, im filled with agony, for all i have lost, of this there is no doubt though nothing is gone it has all fallen apart and taking down inside it's grasp are many large peices of my heart.

consuming

this hurt surrounds me, like wild water it drownds me, consuming my mind alive. This pain it breaks me, Like fire it takes me, consuming land both far and wide. This confusion it spins me, like a prize it wins me, Consuming the hope within me. These things i fight, all through the night, consiming the water that wants to take me. These things i fight, all through the light, consuming the flame that wishes to break me. These things i fight, all through my life, this time you will not take me.
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