i sit and ache..
my life is not as i imagined it to be
false friends
false lies
false emotions
false I LOVE YOU's
where do i belong????
i keep reaching out
trying to feel what is real
tying to hold what my heart keeps showing me
i blame my self, yet i know must drive on
i am worth it
but yet i cry silent tears when i feel i am about to be let down
y do i let myself even hope???
