I don't know how I feel sometimes.
Sometimes I feel sick, but theres no reason why
Sometimes I smile, and laugh
Sometimes I cry.
I do all this with no reason.
Or is there?
Do I do everything for a reason? Do I feel everything for a reason? Answer me that? Why does this happen to me? I don't understand it, so why should you.
Thanksgiving is coming up soon. I don't know what my plans will be around that time. I'm not sure if David wants to come home with me or not...If he does then he can, but if he doesn't that's fine too. . .I'm an understanding girl.
All I know is that I told my family ahead of time about the possibility.
I'm lonely, and I'm tired.
Lonely is a normal feeling though, especially at night, night time is the worst for that feeling.
It's like an empty feeling inside your gut...pulsing to get out. I should go on a walk, those calm me, they make me think.
I need time to just ponder my life, and what I'm meant to do. HOw I'm meant to help people, and why life is going the way it is, (good or bad).
