I just feel like the world is closing in. Just writing because I need to. I feel so alone. Lonely sucks. Working your ass off for something that means the world to you and loosing it sucks. I can't get this weight off I am 30 lbs above my goal. I hear you look fine...Thats not what I need.... I just need support. I don't need someone to pretend they understand when they don't..Its ok if you don't. Sometimes i just need you to listen to me bitch lol. Barely seeing my husband because his job has him all over sucks....I guess things just suck lol I am going back to weight watchers Thursday. I am so embarrased to walk in and say look I gained 30lbs.. I am a fat cow. The part that sucks is most of it is these damn meds..If i don;t take the meds I have siezures ...they suck too...So my world for tonight is suck lol...I been sticking to the gym so thats a plus.
I want the easy way out....some ppl jut seems to get that. I never do..... why do I have to work for anything I want...
yes i know more bitching lol OH Well...
