This morning I woke up and the sun was already shining. I felt like a new day might bring some new light to whats been in my head the last 24 hours. I stretched out with some yoga for a few. Got my coffee and sat down and just began to think. I signed onto my fubar and felt that I was just not yet into it for today. I signed off and went for a nice long walk. Get some fresh air, it is amazing how much clearer you can think when you have your blood circulating and fresh air in your lungs. While only a select few know what my dilema is about, I do not feel that I want to share it with everyone. Just that I think in life, no matter what it is. We are going to hit a wall at some point. Feel helpless even useless. I was feeling that way yesterday when I got some really disturbing news. I have had time to think and clear my head. I had so much rushing through that I couldn't form a single thought all the way through. Today my thoughts are much more clear and my resolve is strong. Monday will be the true test to see if what is in my head, works out in action. I know I seem like I am just rambling, but to those who know what it is, I really do have a point here.
When you are faced with something you think is unfixable, stop, breath, and use your head. Express it, write it, tattoo it. Whatever you have to do to get those thoughts flowing and out. I am done for now. I just felt this to be cathartic for me. Thank you for reading this non sense :)