Thank a soldier's blog: "life"

you are always there for me! my friend is hurting and therefore i am too-see she's been hurt alot recently and i am always there for her as she is for me-forgive me if this blog is an angry one because well i am-you see she came to me and told me about this scenario of a great guy wanting to meet her-he even put a counter on his page till he met her!! she told me she thought this would be like the rest and was a bit skeptical at first but when i heard all that he did i told her to believe both in people and in love-of course she listened to me being her best friend but what the hell do i know-once again she is hurting-if only i had let her be she wouldnt be hurting-i guess i shouldnt have believed in it myself-i thought this would be different a man who would help her build her heart back to what i remembered it to be-a man who would help her with her blueprint and the renovating of the cracks in her heart-i thought he would help mend those with some plaster and make a new and better room for her in her heart-now it seems that this is another door for her to lock and give the key back to the locksmith never to be opened again-she is walking out with the locksmith and i really truly hope that she doesnt walk out for good-i know somewhere in there she has room for someone and she would be a great person for them-loving kind giving and extremely patient especially with me lol-all she has asked for is to be happy and when she was i was-and vice versa-to my friend disappointed but not surprised-please never give up that blue print of your heart-somewhere someone is willing to help you to both seal the cracks and well renovate with breaking some walls and making some room for a permanent stay-to those who have hurt you-well they have missed out on a truly great thing!! you never assumed i know that-you just wanted to know the truth and there is nothing wrong with that-communication is everything and if there is none that nothing can go forward-it baffles me what has happened here and surprises me as well-all that needed to be done today was out of your control-you did everything you possibly could above and beyond-all the contractor had to do was pick up the phone and talk talk to you about what was really important and talk to you about the truth-please do not walk out with the locksmith and leave your heart vacant-please just go further down the hall and reignite that beautiful flame i know you have inside-please dont ever lose that wonderful fire of passion i know you have-please wait for the right contractor you will of course know it when he gets here-your heart will start to mend automatically by just seeing him and speaking with him-just please sit and wait dont go away-i know he is just waiting to meet you-funny this locked door will open the next and the next may just be the one-i love you girl with all my heart-and i am here for you no matter the time or the place-with love and sadness-------firestarter-