I feel myself slipping more and more everyday into the
Darkness Pain and Lonelyness of my past ive tryed so
hard to stay true to all my promises of staying clean
and sober but in the last few days things have been
happening and they have left me BROKEN with no
will to stay clean and sober im fighting the urges
with every ounce of my body soul and mind
its just so DAMN tough i tryed talking to a few of
ya about whats bothering me its just not enough
i really need some help on this Its just so hard on me
I really dont want to end up bk on that road in my life
but if my fears come to light it might just happen