There's this site that sells christian clothing, c28.com and there was a shirt that says sinner on it in big letters with a bible verse under it, i kept looking at shirt saying how awesome it is, how much i love it, i was going to order it yesterday and for some reason i kept going back and looking at the shirt, just kept looking at it and staring at it. So as i sat there staring at it, i finally realized why! the reason was because I'm not a sinner! I'm saved! I sin, but I'm not a sinner! Jesus died on the cross for me so i could still sin, and go to heaven. Many people take this as well because you sin, your a sinner. So i explain it to them this way, because you and i play baseball in the back yard, it doesn't make you a baseball player! Once i realized God spoke to me it feel amazing inside, like a feeling i couldn't explain. I always knew that there was a God, that he existed at some point, but that was about it. I go to church, worship and bible study, but never really got anything out of it. I never knew there was a God still out there! I needed some kind of proof! I pray and talk to God, study the word but that was about all i got out of it. God never really spoke to me. When i realized he did, it just made me feel amazing!
Written April 30, 2010