As I walk in the valley of darkness.
I carry the memories of your in my heart.
I now stay int he darkness to keep from getting burnt by the light again.
I look back to only watch you walk away.
When i look forward now all i see is darkness.
I hear your voice in teh darkness but i know it could'nt be you.
Since i watched you trun and walk away from me into the arms of another man.
Therefore I now walk threw the valley of darkness to hid my pain and tears of watching you ,my light and true love, walk away from me.
I will always love you my love even while i walk in the valley of darkness
I lay here with your picture next to my heart praying that one day that i can hold you close to me. Like i had done so many nights before. I cry myself to sleep relizing i ruined the best thing in my life and pushed the one person that means the world to me away. When i get asked how i'm doing i tell the ones that know me best that i miss the one i love more then anything. That one is you my angel. I would crawl threw the deepest parts of hell on my stomach to prove my love for you. I nearly break down in tears when i talk to my freinds about what happened cuase i relize that i have lost you forver. But to prove my love for you i keep on breathing even though i dont belive that i deserve to. I tell everyone taht the thoughts of you is what keeps me going day after day. I love you my angel!! Always and forever just for who you are. And to me your perfect and very beautiful. I must go lay my head down and drift off to sleep so i can hold you and kiss you in my dreams like. I once did in true life. I love you my beautiful sweet angel
blesses be
I walk around every where i loook I see memories of our life together.
As I walk past our last place together my eyes fill up with tears.
I get home look around and i remember all i had said to you and i get angry at myself. As i break down into tears. I feel as i cant live with my self for all the bad stuff i had caused in your life. I yell out your name in pain saying im sorry.
But it does me no good now for your not able to hear my words or how much pain i am in. I relized when you drove away what you ment to me and that i couldnt live a happy life without you. as i lay down for the night i break into tears wishing you was laying next to me. as i start to drift off to sleep i kiss the ring that once was wroen by you. hoping that you can feel the kiss. as i enter my dreams i ask the gods to make them come truse of you or if not to let me stay asleep forever
He relizes that he hurt the one and only love of his life. he sits in the darkness beating himself up with hopes that death will come soon.
he wont dare take his own life for the fact of a promise he m ade his love. as he lays down at night he hears her voice in his head and he starts crying out her name. asking for forgiveness for the godds. he wakes to himself screaming out his loves name to find that she is no longer there and that all he is holding is the pillow that she once layed her head on at night. when he awakes in the morning he starts to cry once again. he then relizes that this is the life he deserves for the rest of his life for what he done to loose his one and only ture love.
as the winter storm approaches. i find myself looking back on our life togheter. the icey cold of the air reminds me of how cold my world went the day i lost your forver. my heart and soul still belongs to you my love. i walk in the cold day light hoping that one day the coldness in my life will end. i sit and think about what all had happened i think break down into tears of regert frm what i have done. as i look apon the sharpness of the razor blade. i relize words are like razor blades they can be very sharp and cut you very deep also even kiss the haeart and soul of a person. I relize that the way my life is going is my punishment for all the razor bladed words i had said to you. i would walk threw a pit of fire and take on the devil himself to prove how much i reqret saying the words i had said to you. and to prove that my love for you is without a dought 100 percent true. your the only one for me and i have destoried that
