Happily In Love's blog: "some old poems by me"

They tell me to move on To stop talking to you And stop thinking about you Yet it seems impossible Everything reminds me of you I cant get away from it You are all around me How am I supposed to forget Or move onto someone new When the only one I want is you

you're there Im here both alone with no one to hold wishing we were together holding each other tight yet knowing we're on each others minds the miles between us make things hard but I know no matter how close or far we are our hearts are always together and until we can be together again that’s all that really matters

You've been there for it all Even though at first you were with her You were still there for me In a weird way Then we both were single They all wanted us to get together And I really liked you Gave you my number You started coming around more Finally we hooked up You didn't care I had a lil one Instead you love her Treat her as if you were her daddy And me like a princess They all knew it would happen Before we even thought about it Seems almost meant to be For us to be together And for us to be by each others sides They knew it before we even thought of it!

you turn to leave hugging us first knowing its hard you write a few letters letting us know your okay and you miss us you call when you can thinking its what we need to hear your voice you don’t realize that you are hurting us when you don’t really pay attention we support you and try to stick by you but you are so different we want the you we used to know

you love them before they leave don’t realize what it will be like or how much they change you know they are doing something great and they will be respected but also hated you give them support show them you care and will always be there yet in the end you wonder if they will stray finding someone better loving a military person is harder then most know but if you do then god bless you

the days are long nights even longer not hearing from you makes me worry but I know you're doing okay just really busy I wait for the letter and read it over and over when it comes its hard to write back there’s so much I want to say yet no words to say it right so when my letters are far and few in between don’t think I forgot about you know that I cant explain my feelings but I love you so very much!

Never would you turn away When I need you most How you always understand And try to make me laugh Every tear I cry Is one you wipe away Things get tough But we always make it through Today you are still there Just a letter away Sometimes even a call away Always trying to make me happy but its so hard now You rarely come home I miss your humor Always making me laugh My heart cries out To see you again soon Simply so you can help me Understand this all Its so confusing without you Telling me its alright Im lost without you Even though everyone's so nice Its just not the same Because I miss you!

Did I go wrong By letting him go Did I let go When I should have held on Did I give up And surrender Did I let him win The day I said good bye Did I make it disappear By giving up hope Did I lose it All on my own Did I break the rule All soldiers have Did I lose the soldier I've always wanted to be? Did I.... Did I.... Did I....

It doesn't matter where you are Or what you're doing As long as I'm on your mind At least once a day I will be happy Because even if we are miles apart We will always be close at heart It doesn't matter who you're with Or why you're with them As long as something reminds you of me Somewhere along the way You may be there I may be here But we will still be close at heart It doesn't matter how long you're gone Or when you're coming home As long as you let me know You're safe and doing well Because one day we'll be together But until then... We will just have to be close at heart