My ex-boyfriend wants me back. Our commication got so much better after he broke up with me. I started to open up more to him about my feelings, and pain. He said that's all he wanted was for me to open up to him, but I was really affriad to, because I was fresh out of a one-year relationship once I got with him. I was scared of getting my heartbroken.
He said that I pushed him away, and pushed him to that girl.
However, his parents said that he can't have a girlfriend right now because of his hockey, he's got to concentrait on that. He told me that he started fucking up after he broke up with me.
Yesterday, he's mentioned getting back together with me, but keepin' it on the downlow. He said that he would be thinking about me at his game lastnight, and he said that he played the best game of his life. So I think he's going to want me back for sure.
The thing is I'm scared. He hurt me really bad last time, what if he does it again? I feel like I'm just letting him walk all over me. He said he will never leave me again, because now he know's that him and I are true love, but is true love really possible or a figure of the imagionation?
I'm siently not wanting to get back with him, but my heart is saying to if he asks. I mean does he really love me? Did he really learn from the last time he did that to me? Should I give him a second chance? Or will he just hurt me again? So many questions, and so little time to make up my mind as to what I'm going to do.
---Thank you to all who reads these and leaves comments, I really appreciate it!
