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Gizmo's blog: "Solitude 2"

created on 12/05/2008  |  http://fubar.com/solitude-2/b263606

Darkness

Standing in the shadows

Alone and never seen

Watching the world pass by

They look, but never see

The pain I hide

Deep inside

The light shines all around me

Never shines upon me

Standing in these shadows

All alone and cold

No one sees, no one talks

Moving to where there's light

Hoping to be seen

Still these shadows engulf my being

Sun is all around me

But still no one sees

The hurt in my eyes

As I pass by 

Darkness comes

All alone and cold

Only one can see

But she refuses me

In the shadows I stand

Never seen, never heard

I lay down my life

To stay in darkness

All alone

Unloved for eternity

Had love to give

But no one wanted it

Heart of glass

Shattered in darkness

In these shadows

Is where I die.

Why?

Why should I continue to live when I have nothing to offer anyone? Give my heart away, only to have it tossed aside like yesterday's trash. 

These 41 years have been nothing but a waste of time. Only ever talked to when something is needed. Never approached for just a conversation. 

There is no God or Satan. Religion lies to all. If there is such a thing, why was I allowed to be born? What is my purpose? 

I have no purpose. I will never find love, nor know the joy of being a parent. I wish this last heart attack would have killed me.

That way I could be out of everyone's life. I know when death takes hold soon, not a single person will actually care that I'm no more.

The only ones who would care, are those who only ever talk to me when they want money, or in the case of here, blings and bling packs.

Time to make everyone's life better, and for me to leave this all behind.

Ending

Down this path I wander

Alone and dark.

Stumbling 

No one to catch my fall.

Seeing the edge

Warm and small.

Over the cliff

No one cares.

As I fall

To the rocks below.

Love given

Never returned.

When I'm gone

Who will care?

No one

That's who will care.

Now this battle

It must end.

Never good enough

For that one love.

Death's sweet embrace

I await.

End is here

There I go. 

Missed by one

Loved by none.

Immortal

Do you have the will to walk on water
Do you have the strength to part the waves
Do you have the lips to kiss a blood red rose
Before the colors start to fade
But are you tough enough to walk through the fire
Are you suss enough to slip the hangman's noose
Wanna ride, gonna slide, take it over the line
Hit the pin, kick it in
I'm gonna win again

I don't wanna live forever
I just want a slice of the pie to call my own
I don't wanna live forever
Do you wanna be, like I wanna be
Immortal

Do you have the bread to feed the hunger
Do you have to choose to turn water to wine
Do you have the tears to cry me a river
Build a bridge to the other side
But are you holding out for the late edition
Gonna read all about it cause it's frontpage news
So high, bone dry, got a thirst for life
Kiss the skin, drink it in
I'm gonna win again

Just like the gates of heaven
There's no way back, there's no way back
I'm ten miles high got the keys to the kingdom
I'm back on track
Got a life and I'm living it

Do you have the to the tell me a secret
Or will I read all about it when it's frontpage news

Wanna ride, gonna slide, take it over the line
Hit the pin, kick it in
I'm gonna win again

I don't wanna live forever
I just want a slice of the pie to call my own
I don't wanna live forever
Do you wanna be, like I wanna be
I don't wanna live forever
Immortal.

Undefeated

Look in these eyes, these eyes don’t lie
And they say that if you don’t blink, then you don’t die
Now feel this heart, it beats so tough
And if your ever gonna doubt my faith then I'll call your bluff
Cos you aint that tough

(Lights in your eyes... )
I aint ever going down
And you will never take my crown, oh
And thats why I gotta stay
Thats why I gotta say

I'm undefeated, and standing tall
I don't wanna be the loser when the winner takes it all
I'm undefeated, I got the scars
I will wash this blood away, live to fight another day
I'm undefeated

I feel your pain, I hear your words
But there aint nothing you can say to me that I aint already heard
These cuts run deep, close to the bone
But I gotta keep getting up cos I've been down so long
So lets get it on

(Lights in your eyes... )
I aint ever going down
And you will never take my crown, oh
And thats why I gotta stay
Thats why I gotta say

I'm undefeated, and standing tall
I don't wanna be the loser when the winner takes it all
I'm undefeated, I got the scars
I will wash this blood away, live to die another day

I walk through the fire with the flames on my skin
I wanna be the last man standing
I'll never surrender, I'll never give in
I just got to win

You can wrap that rope around me with my back against the wall
I'm undefeated, I got the prize
If you've got the will to win, you've got to take it on the chin
Stay undefeated.

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