Well Im kinda lost at the moment, Im trying to find my center...my place. I know where I want to be, I know what I want to be, and I know who I want there with me (Crystal).....I just can't figure out my place between now and then. I know that I need to better prepare myself for this future that I want more than anything, cause I know that future will have a happy ending (call it a fairy tale ending if you want). So I guess now is my true test of patience. How long will I be able to hold out when the girl I love is in NY and Im here in NC....and when I say hold out I mean emotionally. How long can I stick in with these shit jobs when I know I will make it and be alot happier in a career in motorcycles? I guess that is a time will only tell scenerio. I hope this all comes together soon cause I really want a life of my own....and I want that special someone to share it with me
