Sup everyone? — Friday, October 13, 2006
Happy friday!. I didn't realize it was friday the 13 until I got to school. KInda weird.
It was an ok day I guess. Nothing way odd, good, or bad happend. I figure I'll just get through the weekend on antidepressents. I should go do something tonight, but I'm not sure what to do. I could go to some random bar by myself I suppose, or call someone and see what they are doing. I didn't end up asking out that girl, she seems to give some nervous glances. Kinda like lots of people. Probably knows I like her, and I probably stare at her too much withouth actually talking to her. I don't know. There's lots of times when girls will look back nervously thinking i'm following them or something, when I just happen to be going the same way. Fear, it's what I'm good at I guess, even when I'm not trying to be. Sometimes it's good, sometimes not. I don't care much anymore though I guess. It's turning into something like the job thing. People uste to always ask me if I had a job yet, and the answere was always no. And I'd feel really stupid, so I kinda avoided talking to people all together because I didn't want them to ask me if I had a job.
Now it's, have you talked to that girl yet? Do you have a girlfriend? Do you talk to anyone at school? Do you have anyfriends? Uh, no mostly. Many of my brother's group are also my friends. At school, I talk to a guy who is in my criminal justice class, and in my psyche class, and I talk to my teachers. That's it. I guess I need to start being more friendly and shit. I think I'll get there eventually, but I don't know when.
I stopped by my mom's house after school and picked up more of my stuff. I have a bunch of boxes in my room now, they are slowly getting sorted out and I'm slowly putting stuff away. I mailed the last bit of my ex's stuff off today. I had to call her cuz I somehow deleted her address off my phone. She seemed happy, I guess most people do when they know they are getting more stuff. If she was around here, I'd probably get back together with her. But she's in kentucky, a long ways away. So I'm not really going through that one again. I need to find someone close. So if ya'lll know a girl ( preferably 19 - 27 ) in utah that's looking for a sweet guy, send them my way. lol.
Yah, bored, should find something to do tonight other than write a bunch of stuff....
I have cool pictures of my new hair cut, but can't post any more pics till I get to my next level. Too bad... Thanks to all who's been visiting recently, I appreciate alll the comments and stuff. Ya'll have a good weekend.
