I wake up each day regretful.
Regretful that my eyes even opened.
Im so tired of all the chaos.
Im tired of always coping.
My life seems like a mistake to me
when I think about the past.
So many regrets and not enough joys.
How long does misery last?
I need to find an escape for me
to break away for good.
See everything is hard right now
and if I knew what to do, I would.
The anguish for the losses and tears.
The laughter that hasnt been heard.
The suffering for the wasted years.
The silence in an unspoken word.
My eyes are tired and seen too much.
I just want to fade away.
Close them for the permanance.
Will tomorrow be ok?
