Well besides fighting with the dude, I just found out my ex fincee was deployed to Cuba. So I am not in a very good mood. I dont know what is going on wtih him he just said he will be back hopefully in july. So we will have to see how that goes. I am over dating in general and think the best avenue to take is becoming a nun. I am sick of putting myself out there, especially to ppl who say they want to be with you and then say they dont know what they want, and getting hurt its ridiculous. why should I deal with the bullshit? Either you love someone or you dont. Dont tell tell them that you do and then tell them you are dying so you dont want to put them through that pain. That is not your choice to make. You are not necessarily dying you just need to get healthy, most men your age deal with the same thing. I dont want to sound cold or anything like that because I do care about him a lot but apparently he doesnt feel the same. So that is the fun and exciting news of the day, yay!
