Im Sooo Misterunderstood's blog: "rantnravings of a man gone mad"

So much pain I set aside,
So many rules I must abide,
So how do i distinguish the line of a girlfriend,
As apposed to that of a bride,

I wouldn't want to stray to far,
because i've never been touched before,
but we both know I can't stay still,
so I run around some more,

Could I loose her, have I already,
My god am I too late,
was I a fool or just being played,
sometimes I believe its fate,

peeking over my shoulder slapping my hand,
whenever I try to reach,
Destined to be "in the land of laughter",
stuck on my own one man beach,

Other couples walking slow,
pointing as they whisper by,
Saying he'll never be able to love just one,
but I know that's a lie,

I strive to be the best,
that is the best I can,
Play my cards listen to my heart,
but i'm the first high maintenance man,

I need someone to tell my problems,
we laugh and they go away,
I need you near at 5 am,
when I have something sweet to say,

Am I asking too much of you?,
My dream girl my everything,
one whose presence melts this stone heart,
as this dark soul tries to sing,

Ive spent my time learning about myself,
changing things just a touch,
Only half the man i was before ,
because i'm missing you so much,